Saturday, August 30, 2008

31st August 2008

Today is happy merdeka..so..MERDEKA MERDEKA!! =) LOLX..today actually is me and my baobeii gash de 5th month anniversary...We met ystday adi lor..hehe..every aniversary oso got meet lor..so happy..but..when i spm that time nov cant meet for anniversary lor..sob sob..sure sad sad..but nvm..we r still young rite..alot time more for us..to pakto..hehehe...Miss bibi so much now..bibi..although i hurt u so much all these while..but i swear to myself that i wana change my attitude...i wana be the old nicole that always love tis bibi gash so much..hehe..muacks..bibi...i love u ...bi..i will change everything for u..even change my face..wakaka..=)..muackss bibi..i love u..forever love de..!! forever also wont let u go away from my hand..hehehe..i hope i will be ur hangfuk de laopo forever and ever!!!no matter wat..die oso die together..bury oso must bury with u de o!!! u noe ma?!muacksss!!!!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

bibi,

i tot bibi go back kepong..coz i close his phone jz now..i keep call bibi..but cant..sob sob..then his kakak say he go out jor..i so sad..i cried...cried..cried..until now..7.45 til now..i really scared bibi dunwan me liao..scare bibi dunwan me forever..i really very scare..cry until my eyes swollen jor..i really scare bibi will leave me alone...i dunwan to be alone..bibi..i love u..dun dam dai me pls..bibi..=(..i really cant lose u..now still crying..cant stop..bibi..=(..sad..i love u..dun dump me..plss....bibi..i really duwan to lose u

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Mrs bibi love mr bibi

Mr bibii!! ..mr bibi went to kepong yam cha lor..sure late come back liao..sob sob..tis afternoon bibi suppose to go yam cha de..but after receive a disappoint sms from mrs bibi..then mr bibi dunwan go liao..sob sob..bibi ar..dun like that lo..i realy no angry u ok?muackss..love u so much leh!!..hehe..now 6.42pm..hehe..nth to do lor..jz sitting down here miss bibi..i think later i will play psp lor..bibi ar..aihx..hate my mom leh..how ar?sighh..=(..bibi ar..i really need u to be by my side lor..hope u wont dump me oo..hehe..i really really cannot lose u lor..u noe ?hehe.... blekkx..bibi arhh..hehe..i wan lolipop!!! ..haha..can ma??hehehe...blek..bibi ahh..see u on9..haha..feel wan chat with u..but ure not infront of the comp..today u promise me go home sleep de a..dun lie me ooo..hehe..okok??muackss..now i watching tv.nth to watch lol..haha..biii..haha..looking at our pics..so sweet..haha..=).i really miss bibi de hug hug le..hiak hiak..so warm n nice de bibi de hug hug..hehehe.bibi de kiss kiss oso sweet worr..hehehe...=) wana kiss bibi dunwan let bibi go lor..hehehe..hold u tight in myy arms..hehehe.+p wakakaka..hehe..bibi ah..i stop here lo..later continue again.muackss..love u!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Love bibi

biiii..i miss u so much..haha..i think dunwan tell u i write blog lo..give u suprise..haha..muackss muackss..love u so muchiee..later 4 pm tuition..so sienx..haha..muackss..miss uu..yesterday meet u di..so happy..i promise u de thing yesterday i can do it de!!..trust me..hehe..hope ure not angry a me anymore lor..bibi ar...heheh..so happy lor..that thursday de thing..haha..muacks..most happy thing in my life is havin a bf like u..hehe..2nd is can see u everyday..hehehe..muackss..miss bibii...bibi ar...tomolo continue this blog coz..stomach pain now..xD

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Huhu!!

Friday : 12.10PM
miss gong.....talking with bibi on the phone..made me sot sot jor liao lor..haha..sob sob..bibi wan serve customer dunwan serve me..wuwu..hehe..=)..muackss..lovee uuu...bibi..miss u so much~..close bibi phone jor..wakakaka..haha..dunwan bibi get scold..so i off lor..hehe..now listening song..the power of love..hehe..muackss..i just hope bibi july can come kepong stay oo..so miss bibi now..hehe..argue..oso let dao bibi tham me....>.< wakaka..hehe..muackss....lol ....yesterday argue again...but after heard the story..haha..so touch...the small gal so kelian..mm..wuwu..today kepong area my aunt house there..opposite got robber..then the police chase after the robber..then the robber dunwana come out den the police shoot..walao.my aunt saw dao..so scare..lolX..mm..now nth to do wo...just listening songs..wuwuw..bibi ar..today take report card ..T_T..so sienx..haha..my kor say wan format the desktop..but havent format..sot sot de la him..haha.these few days my kor de fren no stay at my house..so gud..haha..he stay with his gf.lol..^^..blek..muackss..now jus received bibi de message..haha..wan reply anot lerh?haha..dunwan reply~..haha..blek..jkjk..mm.haha..bibi scold me o in sms..say me not si wen..wuwuwu..i very chou lou de le..ha..ha..bibi ar..we together almost 3 months lor..i really hope can forever..but yesterday i hurt u again..dui bu qi..wo zhen de bu xiang de oo..hope bi dun angry lor...hehe..bibi ar..sigh..i thinking..i shud put more effort at studies..i tell my mom i wan learn chef yesterday after spm..den she say c hows my result sin lor..wuwu..bi ar..u think i study wat good for me leh?mm?i really very fan about that future thing..study in sec skol is good de..but 1 thing not good is no freedom lo..sob sob..summore canot drive..4 more mths spm..den after that i learn driving lo..den..maybe end of the year follow my dad go outstation..whole family go kuala terengganu..hehe..hope i kena Ns lor..coz i really feel wan gam fei..hehe..=)..but when i go nS ad..bibi dun yai yai ar..dun kao lui arr..dun kap lui arr..haha..dun dota oo..haha..blekk..that time i wish bibi can go to the ns place n visit me lor..hehe..if bibi really do so..i really really happy de..yesterday bibi promise me adi..mei yi tian dou yao gei wo yi ge kai xin de memory..haha..i keep wondering..wat memory bi will give me and can give it everyday de leh?haha..talk sweet sweet on phone doesnt counted as happy memory wo..haha..blek..muacks muacks..bibi ar..now 12.10 pm oni..i feel like wan to sleep..so tired..haha..after tis blog i sleep lor..muackss...miss bibi so much now..~..how ar?bibi ar!!!..wuwuwu~...muackss..i really miss bibi de hug hug lo..hehe..hope bibi can give me hug hug..hehe..=)..feel warm when bibi hug me.. =)..bi arh..i think the blog long enuff liao de lor..haha..eye wan close jor..hehehe..bibi wont angry me de hor..blekk...=)..miss bibi now..wan c bibi when i open my eyes..hehe..miss bibi everyday ,everyminute,every second..mmuackss..bibi..wo ai ni..=) 13!!..july come kepong stay ah!!..hehehe..muacksss..biii.........

Saturday, June 14, 2008

ZZZZZZ

SUNDAY-haih.just argue with gong.dunno wat happen to me..sigh..maybe i wrong..i think i hurt him very very much d..i oso told u bfor..in phone i duno how to tam ppl de..so sorry..i oso dunno..i just felt u still got something keeping secret behind me de..summore say u everything oso got tel me...i realli dun believe that u told me all lo..but now i see ur blog..i really really didnt think wrong...u really got thing no tell me..is got a gal wana kao u in RO..sigh..i dunno ler..u oso changed ad ma..i really dunno wat happen to our relationship..aihx..bfor we everyday argue i really think that we can really last ever..but now..i duno ler.let the god make decision ba..i oso told u bfor..u tahan me oso got limit de la..now ur limit oso reach the top jor..rite?i know..dun nid to tam me so much la..not worth it de la...sigh..and..if ur fren ask u dota..go oni ba...thats ur life..u shud go dota..i really dunwan ctrl u so much..i dunwan ur fren say u useless..everyday gf gf..sigh..and..the RO gal wan kao u..if u realy feel that u be with me no happiness..then u try accept her ba..aih..an u told me bfor..ur RO all guy..no gal de..tis is a lie or wat?sigh..dunno ler...dunwan think too much..i dun dare to think too much and too far adi..maybe u think im not as sweet as last time..aihh..i oso dunno...i just hope nth will happen.sorry for everything.ur hand..i hope no injured..sorry ..i angry..i wont ask anything de..so sorry..maybe if u dun forgive me ..oso nvm la..i dun hope for a forgive .i just hope ure happy with urself..if u do something dat can make urself happy..i will support u..hope u really really happy..12 pm..i oso dunno wat to do..nth to do..nvm la..maybe i go find my kai didi keng gai lor..duno ler..anything lar..zzzz...sienx...tata

Saturday, June 7, 2008

....

Hmm..let me start my blog here..haiz..now gong gong dota-ing..lol..nvm lar..he so long didnt dota liao..so let him lor..hehe..yesterday is my most happiest day..i think i dunwan mention it here..haha..=) muackss..miss my gong so muchiee...hehe..now alone at home again..bro go yam cha..zzz..haha..dun dare watch dvd now..later dun dare sleep lol...aaha..tomolo watch with mommy..lolx..swt@@lalala..tomolo parents back lo..den monday got skol lor..sighhH!!..sienxxx..~~den get back exam results..scare scare!!!..hope no fail ler..sob sob..!!!zzz..gong gong..now por no mood liao..haha.coz gong gong dota..por por miss gong so much leh..but nvm lar..i let gong dota de..hehe..nvm nvm..i wait u..hehe..byebyee.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Gong...

Gong..sorry..jz now fa pi qi abit..aihxx..dunno why..i just scared u got problem mar..den i will be very lonely..i dunwan u to have any problem ler! ..=( .m..sorry coz i closed ur phone for 2 times..im really sorry..forgive me pls.and when i call u...u heard dao msn..coz i sit infront comp..n u saw bz status..coz i watching Survivors law..finish watch whole chapter liao lor..=)..haix..damn hate the noel..=.= zzz..D.I.E oso hate her..Survivors law oso hate her!!..zzZ..lol..mm..i love u so much gong !!..i need u to be by my side forever..but sometimes im thinking that did i kacao dao u ?fan u too much?do u feel fan when ure on the phone with me?that i always ask u this and that..?hehe..today continue..duno how many days adi lor..haha..anyway..yesterday meet gong gong adi..im so happie..gong gong so good..call u go den u go liao..ehhe..muacks muacks..mm..but i made gong gong sad yesterday..i never see gong gong that sad de lor..sighhh..gong gong very very angry..i so scare..but i still run away from him..den i saw him wana go away jor..so i chase him bak lor..haha..=)..gong gong..sorry ar...i wont do that again..i know i hurt u badly..sighh..sorry sorry gong gong..=) i dun mean it..hehe..after that gong gong forgive me liao..then we went to jusco supermarket and buy things..hehe..we play catch catch in da supermarket..haha..run here run there..blekk..then kissed gong gong inside..haha..=)mm..den we walk around ..sooo...tired ler the leg..haha..=)..muackss muackss...mm..den after that i went toilet..coz stomach pain=.= lol..mm..den around 2 something gong gong go back work lor..hehe..so bu she de gong gong go back ler..~~kekeke..~..but have to let gong gong back oso lor..hehe..who ask me to sayang him so much meh~..haha..muackss..gong gong ar...muackss..missss uu~~hehe..now listening song..our story..the tension sing de..very very nice lerh..hehe..muackss ..gong gong ar...wahlao..jz now wake up from sleep..so sweaty..dunno why..ahha..maybe yesterday no on aircond sleep..ahaha..=) ..muackss..miss u so muchiee now,..love u !!..take care oo~~

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Love gong..Happy 31st may2008

GonG..i really very happy today..what i wished had come true..hehe..i hope to give u a sweet sweet kiss on our anniversary day..and today i had kissed u..haha..im so happy that u really came to find me after work..im so touched..muakss..love u gong..but i noe u work adi sure very tired..but still come n find me..really T_T touched.Gong ar..i love u very very very much u noe..today is the n most happiest day ever..=)muackss.hehe..i miss ur hug,kiss and everything..heh..especially ur lovely smile =) hehe..remember bring me back those bottles the next time u come oo..hehe..muackss..=)..hehe..wahh..today gong gong reached quite early thou..haha..really suprise that gong gong came..=)..hehe..i wont forget today de.i will always remember our most happy dayz.hehe...today u hug me n say u miss me..i really very very happy..hehe..i oso miss u very very much..althou chances for us to meet now will be less..but my love towards u will never fade and never change..all i need is u and only u..no other ppl that can replace u in my heart..ure forever number 1 in my heart..hehehe..=) muackss..gong r...hope everytime u eat the cookies u willl think of me..hehe..i will always miss u and love u no matter wat i do,where i am..haha..=P muacks muacksss =) i noe got 1 month more u work and then open shop..hehe..i will wish u all the best and support u..hehe..hope our love will never change oo.dun leave me alone...i cant lose u..today my gor ask me...worth anot i tou tou mo mo pakto with u?i answered him..ITS WORTH..COZ I REALLY LOVE MY GONG..IT WILL NEVER CHANGE..EVENTHOU MY PARENTS WANA BLOCK ME..I WONT GIVE UP ON U DE..I WILL PUT MY EFFORT AND LOVE + CARE TO BE WITH U..I WONT HURT U DE.!!!hehe..muackss..=) muacks...gong gong..ure really my true love..forever n ever de good laogong..u belonged to me forever de u know?hehe...hehehe..muackss..love u gong..k la..i go sleep lorr..hehe..i noe gong gong sleeping like a pig pig now.hehe..muackss..love u..good nite..take care ur mouth ooo =).hehehe....muackss...=) kekeke..love u forever n ever..til i die de day=) tata

love u forever gong..
por por will always love u!!!

Friday, May 30, 2008

Happy 2 month anniversary..

Gong..Im so happy that we had already be together for 2 months..i hope our relationship can last long oo..hehe.=) muackss..hehe..love gong gong forever..=)..hehe..yesterday por whole afternoon no choi gong gong..sorry o..maybe i think too much adi lo..ehe..sorry gong..dun angry por oo..i know gong gong tai yan yao tai leong de..haha.hehe..i just hope every anniversary i can give gong gong a sweet sweet kiss..but now cant..sob sob..but in da future..hehehe..sure can de..muackss..gong gong ar..i needu by my side..even 1 second u didnt choi me,i sure miss u very very very muchiee lorr..hehe....realli canot live without u !!..hehe...no gong = no por..muackss...love u gong..!!

GOnG..love u!!

12.20 am..gong ar..now waiting time pass..haha..7 hours more ler..how ?haha..nvm la..said adi tonite dunwan sleep..so i will stay awake til 7 am de..hehe.muackss..lol..mm..duno when can meet gong gong ler..so miss gong gong..wan hug hug gong now oso cant..wuwu..gong gong ar..now listening some sad songs..mm..think bout last time..i really hate all of my ex..jz say only la..dun jealous oo..hehe..i really hate them very very much..especially when they hurt my heart that time..haih..=(..but now...i have found my zhen ming tian zi..hehe..and is u..my lovely gash gong gong..hehe..muacks..Gong ar..i really really thx alot to u...coz u treat me really really good..i really really love u very much~!...thx for all ur care and love..i appreciate it alot!!..we will forever ever be together ..=) so gud ler..if i live with gong gong now..wat also no nid fan..hehe..everyday bside gong gong ..help gong an mo...i really xin tong see gong work til so hard..gong ar..no matter wat is ur decision..wan kap with who open shop i oso will support u ok!? i really really miss the day we were together ..hehe...can smile n laugh so happily together..~hehe..now juz finish c ur photos..mm..wa..ur cousin..say we bu yao lian..swt@@..zha dao him 99..argh...wth?lolx...=.=sob sob..so many mosquitoes bite me now..so ...itchy.sob ..gong ar..missing u nowww...miss u 99..aix...muackss..love u so much!!..gud nite..i stop here ba..hehe..take care ur mouth..drink more water arr...

Thursday, May 29, 2008

i miss u gong..

GonG..i love u so muchiee..sorry for yesterday...i not suppose to argue with u..aihz..really felt guilty..walao..these few days didnt morning call u..sorry..stupid alarm..haih..today i dunwan sleep..aha..den can morning call gong gong liao lo..muackss muackss..hehe..now thinking of gong gong only lo..=(..hehe..muahxxx...wan hug hug gong gong..so miss gong de hug..=(..wuwu....duno when oni can meet gong gong nehx?wuwu..my aunt going to dye her hair again..duno when..in 1u..haha..u wana come ?but u working..cant come..wuwu..haha..nvm la..see when she go dye 1st..haha..maybe next month...hehe..2 more days then we happy 2months anniversary lor..=)..muackxx.ehe..hope gong gong happy with por por lor..=)..i dunwan gong gong sad..but i always make gong sad de..so im a bad por ..wuwu...everytime i make gong sad..por will feel guai guai de..haha..some kind of weird feeling de ..gong gong..i wait for u to earn more money ..then i can marry gong liao lorr..=) that time sure very hang fuk liao..haha..most hangfuk..now oso hang fuk liao ler can be with gong..=)..hehe..i wont give up our relationship!..hehe..dayz by dayz pass by...its gonna be the month of june liao..hehe..june..5 more months then is my spm liao..wakaka..that time..when wana meet gong oso can jor lor!!..whee..=) happy happy..hahax...gong ar..i just waiting to drive..den whenever i wana meet u oso can liao lor..hehe..is dat gud?hahax..wait ar.i go wake my bro up sin..back liao..walao..make me@@ damn angry man..fcuk him!!..zzz..sorry..rude word..keke..yesterday nite i sad sad..i read back our sms ..bfor we couple de..haha..quite sweet oso worr..=P blek..aha..i think gong gong adi deleted all the old sms hor?haha..nvm lor..blekk...i just wan to be with gong gong happily..hehehe..nth can break us up..wah..gong de msn keep in and out..yawnn..@@ hahax..gong ar...i will love u forever ..hehehe..=)..saranghaeyo!!!muackss....ehe..now listening song to cool myself down..hate my bro larh..aiyooo..aihxx..gong gong...now 11.06 am only..dunno wat to do again.>.< ..sob sob..hahax..tonite got tuition..gong will wait me back de orh?hehehe..muahsss...love gong muchieeee..gong gong my zui ai de nan ren..hehe..the ah gong ah por is us ..forever de us..hehehe..=)..i love u gong..por now very very very sien..haha..go friendster see gong de pic sin..=)..muackss..love u..byebye gong i love u forever... porpor

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

sighh.

11.48 pm..Wednesday..
Dunno why nowadays keep argue with gong..im really a bad gf..i hate myself..why i cant be normal abit?aihx..everytime also i stArt argue de..aih..i dun hope our relationship will happen anything..aihx..i duno wat to do now...so sad..so fan..and so@@..aihx...i just know i love u..i wont say break up with u.. so sorry that i made u so sad today..wat i had promised..i have broken it..such as..close ur phone..aihxx.=( that shows how bad am i..sorry..i dun meant to hurt u..i really love u..i wish i could let u have hapy dayz..but..i dun think i can do it..coz i had made u become very sad..sad sad..aihxx..really sorry gong..i just want u to be happy..is tat hard?sob sob..im so sad..i continue cry ler..tata...love u..muackss

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Sad..=(

9.33pm.

gong went yam cha..zzz =.= .aihx..so sad..just nw msn with gong..he read my blog ..den say me with him coz break record only..haihx..i see he say this to me..i really hurt dao..=( sigh..really very sad..so i no choi him lo..sigh..now oso still sad..duno la..thinking alot of thing now..really fan..@@ sighh...=( so sad..feel like crying..=( haihh...i dunno wat shud i do..maybe u think i angry coz i xiao qi baa..watever laa...@@ dun wana care..

tata..zzz

Monday, May 26, 2008

Guilty Tuesday~

GonG gong..sorry sorry..didnt morning call u..my stupid phone silent jor..forget change..aihxx..yesterday got set alarm de..sob sob..sorry..i feel so sad no morning call u..hahax..lol =)..muaxx..gong gong sure working now lorr..=)..me just sitting down here nth to do..hah..miss gong gong very very much le!!later maybe continue watch D.I.E lor..haha..=) the disc 3 remember borrow me oo..hehe..muackss..kam sek leong yun..wuwu..i oso wan see the last 2 chapter =(..sob sob..dunno the ending..=(..hahax...gong gong ar..=)..after june then gong very very free jor lor..rest at home..hahax..den got time pei por =) so happy...haha..but that time gong oso nid to find other job lor..hehe ..=)..september only open shop..hehe..then can be lao pan liao lor..=) so gud =P..hehe..muackss..por will + u in Spm..den got driving license liao den can go out with gong gong !!!! =)..hehehehe..that time happy dao ..@@ blekk!!..muackss..keke.wahh..gong every morning drink milo de ar?nt sien meh?hahax..lolz..long time me no boil barley jor lor..=( wuwuwu...T_T..hehe..wan boil soon d..so free at home nth to do..hahax..study awhile then sien adi..den continue again..hahax..=)..gong gong ..now 10.20 am..haha..alone downstairs..bro sleeping..hm..if today can c gong gong den good lor..but cant..T_T ..wuwu..how good if i can live together with gong gong only in the world..ahha..but sure sien sei..coz no friends to talk to..hahax..=)..blekk...everyday also "bla bla bla" haha..not sien horr?blekkzz... =P .mm..today got tuition..replace de..lazy to go leh..sob sobxx..hahax..maybe go maybe no go..yawnn~..sienx..hahax..gong gong today got war oh..i think i better go ba..haha..if not later see 4 walls..hahax..muackss..blekkzz...gong today ur turn to call me orhx..hahaha..=)..bleakzzz..wahaha~~!!...hmmphhh..i wan i wan!!..=( ..wuwu..but cannot..hahax..lalala..duno why i keep listening red hot chilli pepper de song..haha..wonder is it dat nice?hahax..no sien de wo i keep listen..haha..sot sot dei jorr..hahax..=)..muacksss..gong r..i love u soo sooo sooo muchieeee...hehe..forever dun leave me alone ooo..hehe.. cannot live without u..we coupled for 1 month 27 days ad..hehe..4 more days den 2 month jor..=)..so fast.hahax..dunno can break my record last time anot ler..5 months..>.< hahax..lol..i wan with gong gong til i die de orh!..u cham lorr..i wont let u go anymore lor..i will glue to u every minute,second ..haha..be like super glue..wont let u run away anymore..=)..i wont lose this good relationship that easy de..really de..the day i start this relationship with u..im happy..i never been this happy bfor in a relationship..i really reaLLY do need u..i know my life without u is very difficult to go on..=)..hehex..i really very xinfu be with u. and can be ur laopo po....=)..hehe..muackss..we will be together forever and forever de orh!!..=)..i really love u ..gash..
wo ai ni 13 14...

love u de por always have u in her heart,mind
ur por por is waiting for u to come back ..
muackss..love u...so much gash!!..

gong..wo ai ni yi bei zi!!..
yong yuan bu hui li kai ni.
mei tian dou rang ni kai kai xin xin
bu hui fen li...
muacksss....

drink more water and take care oo..go check check gong de stomach ler..why always pain pain de??por xin tong ler~~

muacksssssss

Saturday, May 24, 2008

love u !

GonG..happie burfday to ur daddy..hehe.=).mwahx..love u so much gong..miss u also..hehe..tonite still duno wan go aunt there stay or not..haha..lazy go..lolx..wahh..jz now back from metro prima around 3pm..den download songs til now..haha..organise those songs into its own folder..haha..my brain abit sot sot jor..haha ..blek..now gong gong driving car go home lor..haha..=)..mwahx..jz now i downloaded quite alot of nice songs..haha..but quite alot also not nice de..hahax..mwahx..miss gong gong so muchiee..=)..mm..just now bought some sweets lol..haha..nth to do..den buy whole packet..my kor kor eat so many..haha..xD..lolx..mm..and then jz now went to buy the glossy paper to print photo de..hahax =)..xD..lucky not really expensive de..=)..hehe..now wait gong gong go home lor..hehe..wan 7 pm liao lor..hehe..nvm lar..today gong gong de daddy bday so i bei min ur daddy..haha..dunwan kacau u lor..=)..blekkxx.. =P =P..yai yai de por ..haha..muacks..gong like yai yai de por de ma?hehehe..or u like guai guai de por? =x..aih..later i oso wan go bath jor..haha..my bed still got ur smell worr..haha..how ar?? =P..haha..everyday go smell..haha..like bian tai ppL =) hahax..nolar..i smelt it when i sleep de..haha..ur shirt de smell lai de =)..blekk..mwahxx..gong gong ar..haha..everytime smell bed then think of u liao..haha..miss u ler..everytime think of u..do wat also think of u only..wakaka..hehe..i planning to read my sejarah text book this holiday..hahax..hope when skol reopen if got test,i can score well lor..hehe...hehe..muahxx..i really hope to get good results lor..gong gong will support por d hor?keke..=)...everytime see gong gong ,por felt so happie in heart hehe...cant imagine without gong gong =)..hehe..mwahx..ok ler..i go bath sin..love u..muaxhxx.continue later or tomoro.love u sooo muchieee..

tata gong~ =)

Thursday, May 22, 2008

23rd may~..

1.37pM..

As day goes by..there were alot of things had happened..But it didnt affect the relationship between me and my gong gong.tis shows how much i love my gong now..=)..if im the nicole last 2 years..maybe u will think im a playgurl..coz i didnt used my whole heart to love a person..that is becoz my heart had been hurt badly by someone..mm..but now...i agree that gong gong had changed me into another person..i think its to the good side..=)..hehe..and yes it is..hehe..i had never regretted being together wif my gong gong..i really dun dare to start this relationship at 1st..i scared gong gong will reject me..but to get my own happiness,i dun care anything..i just go and express my feeling to gong gong..but i had succeed...hehe..that time i really happy till cannot sleep lol.. =)..ehhe..that was the most happiest time i ever had in my life that is to be gong gong's gf.=)..i cannot lose gong gong de orh..that time i was curious and wondering wats gong gong answer ler?hehe..he say man man lai mar..so i wait him lor..hehe..God had given me a gud bf..but why til the end wana make our life hard?haihx..but i wont give up de..i still will gambateh de make our relationship become very wonderful..i had never regretted that i have chosen u as my bf/gong.hehe..=)..although that we live quite far from each other,but location is not a problem for us..hehe =) ..hehe..gong..i wana fill our relationship full with our happy memories together..hehe..so that it can be our remembrance..=)..hehe..no matter how hard our life would be..we also can maintain a good relationship..we must prove to god that we can do it..we will take the challenge that god requested..hehe..we will never never give up in our love..~..right?hehe..=)..i hope u have the same thinking with me..by not giving up our love so easilly..hehe..=)..last time maybe i will think that i can give up..but now..u wan me to give up..nah...its darn hard to do so..=)..my love towards u have gone to the deep well..=)..hehe..very very deep..cant even catch it back..hehe..maybe we r not the most loving couple in the world..but to us..in the world only have both of us =) hehe..hehe..muackss muackss..i had coupled with gong gong for 1 month and 23 days liao lor..=)..hehe.going to 2 months ler..=)..hehe..muackss..love u so much each day more than each day...dun leave me ...i cant lose u in my life..life is meaningless without ur appearence.hehe..=)..i cant imagine how bad i could be if my life without u..hehe..=)..i just know the word lonely+suicide that time..hehe..muackss..love u so much gong gong !!..hehe..miss u so much now..hope u will have more time to pei me ..but now oso not really that bad..at least u work so tired,u still spend some time to pei me..=)..i really love u and touched..hehe.. muacks..every promise,every word,every sentence that u told me bfor..i will never forget de orh!!..hehe..all i wan to do now is love u til the day i die and never ending..hehe..i hope our love will last forever..i wan everybody that curse us cant be together forever de have their bad dayz in life ..hehe...muackss..love u so much!!...

love u de por por...

take care..drink more water and remember eat bao bao ooo..love ya!!!

Happy day~

GonG ar..so happy ler can c u..haha..muacksss..=)..blek..lucky my idea works lorr=) wakakaka..see gong gong happy,por oso happy lo..=P..muackss..hehehe.=P gong gong..i love u so much..really wana be with u forever and ever and ever..~=)..hehe..sorry..made u so tired..wakaka..:P:P ..hahax..he tired ma?;) he oso quite old liao lor..haha..white hair oso come out jor..=)..how how?wana dye it back to black colour ma? =)..hahax..Now 9.45 am..time past so so so fast..how i wish time could past slow and we can ..lalala~..haha..!=P hehe..mm..hehe..whee..1st time i let gong sleep so peacefully in da nite..hahax..=)..coz i dunwan gong tired lor..blekk..tis morning wake up so jing shen liao hor my gong gong..=P..hahax..gong gong go work liao lorr..por por alone here wait gong back..hehe..=) por really felt very man zhu lo..haha..man zhu..correct ar?lolx..puas hati..coz get to be with gong whole day adi..hehehe..muacks..very happy..wont think negative liao..hehe..duno when got chance again le..hahax..muacksss...loveee u!hehe..really really really miss u and cant lose u ler..=)..hehehe...zhu tou baobei!~..wo ai ni!!..ai dao wo DIE..hehe..muacks muacks..must drink more water ok?outside de weather very hot..hehe..dun follow me fall sick..now still havent recover..sob sob..so sanfu la..i hate cough..haihxx....muackss..but nvm leerr....got baobei..i very fast cure de..hehehe..=)...tis is called the power of love..blekk~..=)..ehhex..waiting for the next chance to come lor..=)..hehe...lol...blekk..love u always now and forever gong!..gong gong.be my gong forever..13 14..!!!..hehex.. =P..i will always take care of u..cook for u..wash for u..and massage for u..hehe..muacks+ bla bla for u..haahaha.muackss..hehe...ok lar..por stop here lor..today do wat also happy..coz gong and por also happy..hehehe..muackss...gong promise por de ah..no matter angry,sad,happy or wat also must tell por straight away de arr..dun keep secret oo.if not i piak piak gong de pigU !!...haha..muackss..love gong forever!! tata.~~

muackss..

love gong forever de por por..(K)(L)
muackss...miss u so much gong!!!..muacks muacks muacksss!!

=)

love gash~

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

may 18th.


something bad had happen between me n baobei de relationship...but it doesnt effect us..we r strong and we can go thru these difficulties..i promised i wont leave my baobei so i wont ever ever leave him alone..although theres some blockage..but..it doesnt kill us..it wont stop us from continue to walk tis road..muackss..Gong..i love u so much and forever..Ok..today..20th may..a normal day for me..went to skol..had econs exam..paper 2 damn hard..forget all wat i had studied..sob..but at least still there is a 10 mark question that i wont ever forget..then after paper 2..recess..recess time keep talk with my friends..they say they will support watever i do and choose..mm..hehe..gong ar..my frens all also support me..i nt scared liao..hehe..muackss..love u so much gong.!!!..hehe..i just need u to be by my side forever and ever..now hor..in my room,behind that house keep blow the flute..so irritating..soooo noisy!!..aihxx...sienxxxx...gila zz!!!hehe..gong..i really miss u so much now..cant lose u..hehe..i need u always. =)..hehehx..gong gong ar..we will be together until we blow the last breath!!..hehehe..muackss...hehe..we together oso almost 2 months liao lor..=)..hehe..we will be a lovely couple foreverx =)..muacks..hehehe..gong gong ar...i love u!!..muackss.srry short blog..haha..cooz abit sleepy..ate the cough medicine liao..hehe..muackss..love u forever only..take care gong

muackss.
love u de porpor..

Friday, May 16, 2008

Missing u always...love u deeper each day

16-05-08
Today..after tuition ,gong come find me..then we went for dinner at pizza hut..haha..m..den after tat i dunwan gong to go back..so asked him to overnite lor..=)..bleakz.. after that we reach my house d..den bla blabla..m..den midnite..whole nite no sleep..just bla bla bla til morning lor..=) haha..gong sleep 2 hours only..sorry gong..sorry again..im so bad..sob sob..=(..mm..den tis morning 6 am..cook breakfAST for gong eat..mm..but gong dun like to eat..sob sob..=(..nvm lo..bleak..mm..now miss gong so much lo..sms oso seldom reply..i think ure really bz lor..sob sob..sad sadz..gong ar..yesterday i really very very very xinfu ..hehe..muackss..i wish we can always like that o..i dun care bout wat other ppl say bout us or watever..i wont ever break up with ..and wont ever treat u as my friend..ure my baobei laogong NOW AND FOREVER! nth can separate us de!!.ehhe..i have alot confidence in our relationship..i wish u 2..hehe..muackss..love u!!..muacks muacks..now my throat so so so pain and so so so dry + now got cough .haih....den my leg oso pain pain..sob sob..really cham cham cham..gong...i hope later u back home adi go sleep 99..hehe..i dunwan u tired..hehe..=)..u dun rest,he oso wan rest de ma..hor hor..bleakkxx.muakss..gong ar..actually hor.yesterday u sleep de time..i keep thinking if everyday i can be bside u sleep with u..so xin fu ler..hehe..i just wishing for this dream to come true.will it come true?or its just a dream forever?now try call gong..but no ppl answer de.sob sob..sorry disturb u work again..haihx.but my mind kept thinking of u only ler gong..nth is in my mind now except gong..gong..i really cant lose u..cant live without u...seriously..muacks..oh ya.my frens all saw my hp..haha..all kept asking me..why no more ppl de hp number de..haha..lolx..lazy to explain..blekk =)..muackss..i love u so much gong..dun leave me ok?hehe.hehe.love u forever baobei!! muackss.=P love forever..!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Love u Forever!!

Yesterday.14-05-08
at nite went out dinner with gong gong..so happy coz gong gong come find me after work..den after dinner i dunwana go home..bu she de my gong gong..but also have to go home..haihx...that time so sad..feel like cryin..but dunwan cry infront gong gong..=( .. sob sob..den reach home jor study awhile den gong gong reach home also liao..den we sleep together lor..

today..15-05-08
..Haihx..today in school..after PJK and accounts paper 1 exam..so sien..after reccess nth to do lo..just get gong gong de sms reply..=.=..gong gong jealous i sms with other guy..sorry sorry..i wrong..i promise u i wont do that liao..from today onwards i wont sms with other guy liao..=)..muacks..only sms with gong gong ok?i delete all guy number in my hp lor..=)..muackss..love u so much..ok..continue..after reccess..back to class..den chit chat with friends..chat awhile then i kept silent for almost half an hour..think think..think negative thing..haihx....dunwan say negative things liao..hehe..i jus wan gong gong have confidence in me and in our love..dun say who control who..hehe..couple must tolerate with each other..besides tolerating,love and care is most important..hehe =)..especially TRUST ~hehe..=)..if i ever wished..i wish to be with gong gong forever and ever..yesterday hug gong gong..really so xinfu..i hope i can hug gong gong everyday..every morning when i wake up,when i miss u..when im beside u..hehe..muackss..love u!!..gong gong ar..last time i really admit i always sms with guys..but now ..since the day i fell in love with u...hehe..im serious with our love and i always do~..!!i swear i wont ever sms with other guys anymore..hehe..gong oso dun sms with other gal gal oo..hehe..in our life only got gong and por..hahax..no others..blekk..gong gong..our world have no others liao lor..=)..hehe..=)..xiong yi wai ming..=P..blekk..now 4 pm only..later maybe go jogging..hahax..wan keep fit..den become slim slim den become gong gong de pretty por por..blek..hope my dream will come true..hahax..anyway..my most wish de is to be with gong gong only..nth is more important than that....hehe..gong gong today reach home got blog to read liao lor..tonite i got tuition...cham cham..lazy go..haha..but wat to do..have to go oso lor..=)..mm..gong ar..today talk with my friend alot bout u..hehe..coz they ask me alot bout u oso..=)..hahax..they all say very tou kei me..-.=..coz u so good..mm..hehe..and yea..gong gong..u r really a good guy in my heart..=)..hehe..ure my everything and my forever love.~..now listening to gong gong most love de song..wei ni xie shi..not sure whether gong most like is tis song anot lor..haha..muackss..love u!!..gong gong ar..i can do everything and anything..JUST FOR U..hehe..as long as gong is happy..then im happy adi lor..=)..gong feel xin fu..por oso xin fu ler la..=)..hehe..no matter por need to sacrifice ..i oso sam kam qing yuin.hehe..=)..if u ask me to sacrifice something for a person last time..haha..NO WAY...now de me..is just because i found u = my true love..baobei.zhen ai..u changed me into another person..u made me to be a good example of a gf..but i dun think im the best gf to u..i just hope no matter what i do,u wont hate it..hehe..i just want u to be happy.gong..no matter wat u do in the future..i will support u..i will be ur 100% supporter..muackss..i wont leave u alone ..i wan u to think that no matter wat u do,wat situation u in,where u r,wat happen to u..im always by ur side holding u,support u,care and love u~..all i wan to give u is my care,love and heart..I really do love u..i hope u can feel it..no matter how ur ex treat u last time..i hope u can forget bout it..i just hope im the only one in ur mind now..thinking how xinfu we are..and forget the past..hehe..i just want to be with u happilly..hehe..=)...i wan u to be with me without worries =)..hehe..i will share ur problems with u ..take care..i love u baobei..forever and ever ..

nicole por por love gash gong gong forever!!..

forever love!!..




yong yuan dou bu hui bian!!..

wo ai ni..laogong..~..


love forever..

n.i.c.o.l.e. l.o.v.e. g.a.s.h.



muacksss~~=)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

muacks gong gong..

Gong.miss u so much now..hehe..planning to study soon liao ler.. =)..mm.now write blog 1st..just only upload the pics we took on sunday..hahax..u see my private pic there..blekk..=)..hehe...now gong gong working alone so cham..no ppl pei..i wish i can drive to klang n find gong now..T_T..sob sob..but anyway..i will support u always..hehe..muackss..suppoort u no matter wat!! .but not other things such as kao lui oo..hahax..blekk..i wan gong gong reach home den can read my blog everyday..hahax.. =)..it that call happy?hahax..lol..blekx..=)..gong gong..i wish i can celebrate ur bday with u o..hehe..=) sure can !! muacksss..love u forever and ever..=)..i wan gong gong be the most happy guy on ur bday..hehe..=)..our memoriess will last forever and ever..wont stop de!!..ehe..now sms gong awhile sin..wait ar..yesterday i read back our sms..bfor we couple de..hahax..all also so funnny de.=)..MUACKS..ALL ALSO GOt muacks muacks de..=)hehe..until now really couple jor oso muaks muacks..hehehe..=)..i hope forever also can so yan yan oi oi....horr..gong ar..=)..i love u so much!!.mm..now is 3.26PM only..today no tuition..so will wait for gong back from work and finish war..hehe.. =)..gong gong..i really planned to take undang test tis holiday..hope can ba..hahax..=).hope i wont fail lor..=)..blek..den learn driving..den can drive to klang find gong gong jor..anytime i want!!..ahax=)..blek..now dream sin..but will come true de=)!!..believe me..believe that our love is everlasting..=)..i really love gong gong very very much!!..now gong gong reply my sms jor...say very bz..den alot bangla..hahax..but wat to do..everywhere oso got different kind of ppl de lor..=)..hehe...nvm nvm..tahan bit lor..hahax..muackss..gong gong..actually.... URE ALWAYS IN MY HEART..hehehe..=) BLEAK...now and forever!!.. =)


-[God]Gash & -[God]Nic forever love

gong gong & por por forever love !!...

LouGonG & LouPo HAppy always..

wish gong gong happy always also..muackss..love u gong gong..!!!!

wo ai ni 13 14!
baobei..wo bu hui li kai ni de..
yong yuan zai ni shen bian ai je ni..
bao hu ni..
yong yuan dou shi ai ni yi ge...
mei you bie de nan zi zai wo xin li mian chu le ni..
ni shi wo nicole zui ai de nan ren...
yong yuan dou shi wo zui ai de nan ren..
wo ai ni..
yong yuan de ai..
bu hui bian..
muaCKss..
zhu fu ni...
kai kai xin xin..
gen wo guo re zhe..=) ..
muakss..

love u gong!!..tata gong..!!!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

goNg goNgGG

gong..miss u so much now..wuwuwu..waiting for ur sms....sob sob..=)..hehehe..mm..love u so much errr..=)..wan see u..but cant see..sob sob..later 4 pm got tuition..2 more hours to go..wuwuwu..sienx..dun like tuitions..hahax..gong ar..today in skol miss u so much til wan cry cry jor lor..=(..cham cham....wuwuw..gong ar..I NEED U SO MUCH NOW t_t

happy day

gong.muacks.s..so miss u now..hahax..=)..so happy today can see u..=) blekk..im soooo happy n so xinfu..my mom say i can go out once awhile but not everyweek..hahax..blekk.=) muackss..love u sooo muchieee.e.hehehe..wonder u reach home liao ma?hehehe=)..my dad likes u alot..haha..he keep defend u from my mom when my mom talk bad bout u..wakaka..so gud de daddy where to find..hahahax..=) muacks muacks muacksss....love u lot..hope today ure happy lor=)..hehe...wonder next week can i still meet u ?hehe..my ear sooo pain now...sob sob sob..=(..mm..muacksssss!!!! hehehe..mm..gong ar...hehehe..muackss....k lar..i wan go bath bath sin lorr..=)..muacks muacks muacksss..love u alot!!...love u!!!..remember write blog today!!..hehehe muackssss..love u.>!!

muacksss..gong..wo ai ni!!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

wuwuwu..miss baobei so muchieee T_T

Baobeii..miss u so muchieee..=)..hehe..mm..now 8.06pm..sob sob..jz now sleep awhile den call baobei..baobei wan close shop ad..so miss baobei again..sob sob..i wan hug baobei..miss baobei de kiss,hug,and everything laaa..how ??i wan !!..i nid u!!..=(...mm..tomolo can see u..but oso not for long...coz u oso have to go home..sob sob..so sad..how i wish i can see u 24/7 everyday..hehe..like that so loving liao lor..=)..blekk...=) ..now just waiting for baobei to find me lo..go back home eat and bath sin,..den sleep on the bed comfortably..hehe..=)..muackss..wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni..wo bu hui fang qi!~~yong yuan dou ai je ni...ni shi wo de baobei 1 shen 1 shi..!!..muackss..i meant it..!!..=)..HEHEHE..gong ar..u noe now how much i miss u ma?tmrw sure hug u tite tite wont let u go liao de larr!!..=)..hehe..im happy to have u ..baobei.wo ai ni!!..wo zhen de zhen de zhen de hen ai ni..~bu yao li kai wo...=x..muackss..=) ..hehehe..=)..wo yao ni..i love u..ai shi teru! Love forever in our heart..~=) ..ehhehe..today i went shopping bought 2 things for u oo..hehehe..wonder will u like it or u will think its too childish?hehehe..=)..mm..tomolo u noe wat is that lor..blek..muackss.let u sam sisi..hahax..=)..bad bad horR? D: hehehe..mm..mm..tomolo ..hope u can go back after dinner..hahahax..but duno can anot ler..=)..just hope..mm..lalalala..blekk..=)..gong ar..remember por love u forever ooo!!..por wont dam dai gong de no matter wat happen between us!!..muackss..we must go thru stages by stages until we married..we will live happilly ever after!!..muacks..ure owned by nicole por por 1314!!..13!!..i love u!!..muacksss

tata

love u de por,missing u now and always.
love me de gong will always love me..muackss..
love u gong!!..

ai ni!

Friday, May 9, 2008

GonG!!

Miss baobei so much now..now just on9 write blog den go off9 wait baobei de phone call lor..haha..muackss..love baobei..today in skol exam ..moral..walao..the nilai all so hard to memorise..haha..but okok ..still can do it ..hehe..=)..mm..monday add maths..dying soon..lolx..den tues sejarah..haha..i dunwan to fail it!!..i wana past..so i will very study hard sejarah de..hahax..=)....blek..today sot sot dei liao..duno why so sick..haihx..Jz now go see doctor liao..my mouth..haihx..cant tahan jor..so pain..so i go c doctor lor..hehe..today i boil the barley..so damn sweet oo...haha..hope baobei wont complain thats sweet worr..hehehe.. =)..hmm..if too sweet..i add some water for u ok??hehehex. =)..sunday can see baobei adi..so happy liao lor..cant sleep lor..hehex =)..oh ya..now 9.05..duno baobei finish war ad anot ler?hehehe..maybe baobei eating and bathing lor..hehe..baobei work everyday tired mar?hehe..next time por help u an mo~~..hehe.. =)..i wan gong be the xin fu guy in da world..blekxx..=) ..hehex..today is 9th may..we together 1 month 9 days adi lor..hehehe..=)..i wan forever =) ..muackss..i love u!!>.wow..suddenly u msg me in msn..hahax..lol..blekkk..=)..aiyer...i dc adi..haihx..nvm lo..sad sad..gong oso nid to bath n eat lor..hehe..i noe gong sure find me after finish doing ur stuffs de..hehehe..muackss..i believe in u..our love,ur heart and ur everything..muackss..everything that belongs to me=urs too..hehex..muackssss~gong..muacks muacksssss =)..hehex....i wan hug hug gong..miss gong gong de kiss and hugz..hehex...=)..muackss.s.love u so much and forever!!..
tata

love u de por por..forever oso love gong gong only ..

no one can replace u in my heart..ure my forever!!!!

muacksss!!love u gong

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Missing my gong gong so much~..

So long didnt meet my gong gong adi.hahax ..just 3 days only..miss him so much ad..hehex..=) blekx..now alone at home..sob sob..no ppl pei me..T_T..gong gong..my head so pain today while in school exam-ing.sob sob..feel like fainting..sob sob..hehe..i write the essays in the question paper..used up 30 mins to make it long..then copy back into the answer sheet..hahax..lolx..30 more mins to do so..so phew!!..hahax..lolx..gong..remember drink water arr..hehex..tis morning call bu dao u..i oso no mood actually..hahax..exam that time keep thinking of u..=( ..hehe..but think of our happy memories then happy back adi lor..i hope sunday can see u lor..=)..hehex..hope lor..heheh..miss u soo muchh!..how arr?mm..i wana hug u..i miss ur kiss and miss ur everything=) hehe..i hope gong gong be with me will have happiness orhx..!! hehe..=) i wan gong gong to be happy and the most happy guy in the world..hehe...we will last forever and ever~~..i just need u to be by my side support me and love me..care me..hehex..all i need is u .!!..hehehe..=)..gong ar..I LOVE U FOREVER !!..FOREVER FOREVER AND EVER..
URE REALLY MY TRUE LOVE ..NOW AND ALWAYS~!~..LOVE U!!

MUACKSS
love u de por por always support u mentally and physically..hehe
love u gong gong..
remember miss me orh~~..
muackssss

Mua birthday 6-5-08

First of all,i wana thx to my gong gong ..he is the 1st one who wish me 12 am.hahax..so happy!!..=) that time i sleep adi..and he called me..i tot i was dreaming..but its real..hehex..my bday wish is to be with gong gong forever and ever in my life..never far apart!!..hehex..gong..i love u so much..hmm..today my bday..summore is my exam day..haha..i sure i will do my best in my exam..hope i can score well....sob sob..mm..gong gong have to work..so i will support gong gong de..hehe..although gong canot pei me..but gong pei me in da heart can ad..hehe..i feel very happy ad..=)..mUacks..gong..i really really wish my dreams would come true o..and my 2nd wish is to marry gong..hehex.=)..hope it will success..=P hehehx..maybe u think im dreaming..but im serious..i really do wana marry u..hehehx..=)..my lovely baobei~..=) ..now just wake up from sleep..hehex..wana call u soon lor..muacks.s..loooove u!!..=)hehehe..drink more water ok?see u on sunday ler..=) the pie is waiting for u..and ur barly too~..hahahx.=)..blekz..lolx..gong..i love u very very much~ now and forever..

forever love..
remember that ur por is waiting for u ..
ur por loves u no matter wat..
muacks..
just for my lovely gong..
i do..i love u...i swear~
muackss..
love ya!!..


nicole & gash forever love!!

Saturday, May 3, 2008

continued!

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

may 3rd...

3:47 am..lolx..cant sleep..miss my baobei..eventough now he is beside me..i so scare that he will leave me alone..kept looking at his face..aihxx..cant sleep.sorry woke u up..i love u!..actually i was thinking that one day if u dunwan me..i reli reli reli reli cant survive liaox lor..=(..sob sob...m..i noe my life without u is like an empty street..i need u always now and forever..please dun leave me alone..i need u to hold my hand and walk pass thos path...i reali love u baobei!!.. =(..now seeeing u sleep on the floor..so heart pain..sob sob...sorry sorry!!..i shouldnt think so much..i love u forever and ever..!! muackssss!!!

love..u..baobei!!..forever!!

gud nite !!!! =)

Thursday, May 1, 2008

may 1st..

Today is a happy day for me..me and my baobei counted as 1 month anniversary adi..hehehx..today went out wif baobei..hehee..den went metro prima n eat lunch in hong kong restaurant..hehe..den after that,we went to baobei house..haha..wa...his house so big..and then his papa so scary..hehex..then we went to his room lor..hehe..den bla bla bla..blekk!!..mm..after that,around 5 pm we went back to my house..hehehe..we also went to the park n walk awhile..den we went for dinner at de pastry..hehex..den saw my bro gf..hahax..swt@@..after that we went home to my house..baobei say dunwan come in my house..hehe..but he obey me..he come in ..sorry baobei..muackssss..hehee..den after that we went to kitchen and bla bla bla..blekk..den after tat he bring me to see doctor...hehex..sob sob..mm..love u so much baobei..when im with u that time,i felt so happy and safe!!! hehehe..i wana hug u forever n ever...wont let u go away...gong,i will support u in ur work..hehe....gambateh...always think of me ok?i will be by ur side accompany no matter wat problem u r facing..muackssss..love u so much!!!...wo ai ni baobei !!!!!! ..forever love!!! WE R FOREVER DE !!!..hehehex....=P i will prove it to u de orh..i love u more than everything..ure part of my life..!! muackssss

work hard..love u..

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

30th dayz~

Baobeii~..i love u so much~!..today im so happy..hehex..=)..thx ..~love u..hehe..well,today after skol,i cant wait to see my baobei..hehex..once i get home from skol,i called baobei and asked him to come my house n wait for me..hehex..my dad let u in=) so happy o~~^^ hehex..1st time and ure the 1st one who my dad let in..hahax..1st guy..blekxx..=)..=P..hehex..then after i bath,i gave gong my handmade "sweet memories" folio that contains our memories inside..=)..hehe.den around 2 something ,we went out and heading to one utama..hehex..once reach one utama,we kiss kiss in da carpark..inside the car..hahax.den after that we went to eat..duno wat to eat..we went shogun,then 3pm adi..there close d..so we decided to go to dragon-i..hehex..such an expensive meal~..gong..next time i treat u back =P..hehex..thx for ur meal today~..muackss..So delicious eating with u..hehex..=)..everytime i met u,at nite sure i cant sleep liao..coz too miss u..hehex..den after meal,we went to take pictures..hehex..took quite lotz of pics..den we decorate our pics..after decorating,saw my enemies in side the shop..So @@>.< omg..zzz..dunwan tok bout them..mm..den after taking pics,we went secret recipe and bought some cakes..den went to Big apple to buy some doughnuts=) ..hehex..Mm...after that..tired adi..around 5 pm,so we were heading back to my house..forget to buy the book@@ alah..sob sob..nvm..thursday we go buy 1st..=)..hehex..then oni go metro prima..xD.. =)..hehex....den reach my house adi,gong shy shy..hehex..den we went inside the kitchen..hahax..feed each other eat cake ..den tapao doughnuts back..hehex..den while eating cake,keep kissing..hahax..whole mouth oso chocolate liaox..hahax..=)..blekx..den chit chat ..around 6pm,gong wana go home play war liaox..so let him go back lor..hehex..after gong went back,i go ask my mommy thursday can go out anot..she say can..hahax..then i quickly go call my gong gong and tell him the good news lor..hahax..=)..blekx...muackzzz~=)..gong gong.!! miss u so much now..hehex....waiting for u now orhx..remember find me arhh...=)..blekxx..muaxxx..love u so much!..see u on thursday and saturday~..ehhex. =)..i support u !!..muacksss..!!

good nite ,sweet dreamx,and cover ur blanket + drink more water =)..hehex..love ya!!!..muacksss!!..tatazz


love,
poR

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Baobei...This is truthfully from my hEart..

Today is our 27th day of couple..hehe..i felt so happy ..when im with him,i really felt safe.=)i never regret being with my baobei coz i really get my happiness together with him.Although we argue sometimes,but its just a small matter.No big deal.that wont separate us..ok?hehe..no matter wat,i wont ever say break up this word =) ..ure my love forever.i wan u and only u.Baobei,promise me dun ever say break up tis word ok?hehex..muackss..Although we stay far apart,but location wont separate us thou.Hehe..that wont block us from being together.i wont ever wana apart with u.hehe..i wana be with u for the rest of my life.hehe.muackss..I hope u r by my side now,hugging u and kissing u.everytime u come and wait for me in school,im so happy when i saw u..i really wana hug u tite tite n not letting u out from my arms..i need u baobei!!..i really need u,dun leave me,pls dun..i love u!~Every moment when im having meals with u,when i looked into ur eyes,i can feel that ure happy..hehex..muaxx...love u baobei!!!..muax muax muax..nite continue again..now go bath sin..


to be continued.....

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Happy 24th day..

Gong Gong..hehe..now waiting for ur call..so happy today get to meet u,went to 1u and take pics =) hehe..den watched L..hahax...=) happy to be with u..every seconds of memories im with u will not be forgotten!!..always on my mind..hehex..i love u more each day..hehe..deeper and deeper..i love u..i really love u darling!!..=) ..i cant lose u oo!!..hehex..now missing u oso..blekxx..hehe..u say 10 minute de..but..hehe..nvm lar...need to give baobei freedom oso de..ehhehe..muacksss~~~=) ...hehehx...miss u so much now~..i need u !!..hehex..hope to see u soon again=) cant wait ..muacksss..love u!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

My past life - now de life~

First of all ,to intro..im nicole here.juSt a 17 years old gal.Living a miserable life~ok.start from when i was 1 or 2 years old..i just remembered that my beloved grandpa had past away.Me and my bro was standing on the gate inside looking outside at the ambulance that sending my grandpa to hospital.We both cried loudly.We ignored everyone that talk to us..just sulking 2 by 2 there.But thats not the worst part..the worst part is my beloved grandma,she's the one who cant sleep everynite,cant eat and keep drop tears when she recall back her happy memories with my grandpa..and at my age around 3-6 ..one day,my mom and my grandma was arguing..i helped my grandma coz she was not wrong,and i was been slap by my mom.I get slap cause of that small matter.From that time i know that i am starting to hate my mom ..she never realise that she was also in a wrong.And kept scolding ppl around her.And i also remembered that when im around 9 years old,my dad went outstation,the whole family also followed...when i was in the car,havent even start to go to east coast,i told them and cried that i dunwana follow coz i miss my grandma,she cant follow because her leg had operated and cant walk.my dad pulled me in the house n caned me..he caned me 99..that was wat is in my heart,that i always remember and starting to hate him so much.when i was 7-12 years old..im an excellent student in primary school.i love to study.study very hard.Hmm..but when im around 11 years old,something bad had happen to my grandma,it was at nite.My family and I had went out and have dinner.When we was about to go,i asked my grandma do i need to tapau some food for her..she say yea..she wants her wan tan mee..So then,when we finished our dinner,we reached home.I ran upstair happily and saw her lying on the floor.I was so @@..i ran towards her n shoutin for help .my grandma eyes was rolling ..her body was cold,her leg freezed.My family quickly sent her to the hospital .That time i was at home.im not allowed to folllow to the hospital.Just wait for news at home.Then..around the next morning,i get to know that my grandma already past away because of massive heart attack.When i heard that news,i was shocked...my tears are rolling down to my cheek..Then my grandma had requested to be burried together with my grandpa,they're never far apart!..so we heading down to malacca..My grandma had 4 children.3 daughters and 1 son.but the son is damn **** de..he never cares bout my grandma after he had his freaking devil so called * the queen of chicken* that flirts around...Haihx..my grandma was damn sad to have this kind of son.she even wrote down when her son starts not giving her money.sigh..wat a fucking son..!!.hate that idiot.then after malacca,we prayed ,i ran to the coffin n look at my grandma's beautiful face.I will never forget how she treats me when im small..my grandma and pa loves me alot when im young.they protect me whenever i get bullied from my bro n cousins.they care me,loves me.I will never forget them!! Now bout my mom,she's a selfish n unreasonable person.she wants to get watever that she like without caring other ppls feeling.Watever she likes,she expect that others will like it too.~..but thats wrong..she doesnt care other ppls feeling.Haihx..Dunwana talk bout her..now my bro..sometimes hes a gud guy sometimes he's evil.he is good in keeping secrets...and a good listener..when he's bad,he will scold or bully u..sigh..everyone have their own character..but im happy to have tis bro.thx god.~Less but not least,i lived a sad life since i ever broke up with my 3rd ex.We
ve been together for quite long.mm..i never had a best friend since i have been betrayed once..i had the punishment.I swear i will not have any best friends anymore.that i can tell secrets.mm.Til the year 2008,march 29th,i knew a guy from friendster,named gan yee shen.i Had one feeling that i can be with him if he accepts me.i tried my very best to tell him my feeling.Til once i really told him.he said its too fast,then he said need time to think and will let me know his answer.so i waited happily.no matter wat answer i oso will accept it.Til 31st march.i asked him whether i can have the answer anot.he say can.but have to wait at nite.so i waited til the nite at 9 pm.he called me n gave me his answer.i was happy to hear that the answer is YES.i cant sleep that nite.was just thinking that im too happy to have him.i had the feeling that we both can be together forever de!!..hmm..that nite i was happy.but after 2-3 days i started to have negative thinking that whether he will mind that im fat anot ler..mm..we had promised to meet on the 17th march....mm..on the 17th march,i met him.he gave me his answer again, he said he accept me.that time i was happy but i asked him why he wants me.then he said he loves me.i was really happy that time.on the 17th i had a sweet time with him.he fetch me home from school.then in da room,we really talked alot.den had dinner.til 9pm he left me house.after the 17th day,i realy didnt think negative adi..i have back some confidence..from that time onwards,i swore that i will be his laopo forever and ever.til the end of my last breath.!!!..i really love gash so much~..nothing is more important than him in my life!!..i really dunwana lose u!!..muacksSS..he brights up my life again n gave me the confidence again to be in love agaiN~..muackss..i appreciate him alot!!..hehex..thx lougong!!muackss..ure the best lougong in my heart and my true love!!..=) ..mm..and the last part that i wana mention is i hope to go around the world with my lougong to make his dreams come true!!..we both sure can success it~!hehe..trust me n trust urself.we will be TOGETHER FOREVER!!..NeVER ending!! muacksss...loveu much baobei~!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

our 20 th dayz..

Baobeii~ ..hehex..now ure fetching ur bro lor..hehe..im here missing u so much ler..how ar?=)..muahxx..=)hehe..mm.. wana see u so much now..but..cant..sob sob.=( hehe..our most happy day 17th and 18th..i will never forget our 1st meet is on 17th..~hehex..310308 & 170408 ..muaxx..love forever and ever in our heart..never ending..hehex..miss u so much now..=)..hehex..i hope to see u nw..kekekex..today morning call baobei.then chat wif baobei in da morning in msn..den i made a powerpoint slideshow as our memories for him..hehex..den after that..wait for baobei to come bak from outside eating wif his fren..i slept while waiting for him..den he come back liao called me..so then im awake n kept talking on the phone wif my baobei lor..=) hehehx..mmm..den chat half way..baobei say he sleepy den i ask him sleep..and he asked me to sleep oso..so we slept together lor.hehex..after that around 4.30..i called him..den awaken him ad..hehe..soryy ar..=( ..m.den now on9 chat wif him..but he away lor..waiting him to come back..hehex...muaxzz..forever love~..i do not trust there is forever last time..but since the day we couple..i trust there is forever in our love~=) am i right?hehehx..=)..muaxxx muaxxxx!!!...i need u so much..i wan to be by ur side everytime u need me..hehex. =)..i love u ..gong gong..baobei!..13 14!!!! W O A I N I 1 3 1 4 !

Friday, April 18, 2008

17 and 18th apRiL~


17th..

whee..im so damn happy today..coz meet my baobei laogong..hehex..1st time see him quite nervous..hahax..den we went back to my house lor..hehe..den bla bla bla..hahax..i gave him the things that i made for him..haha..he say he like it..but i think it looks quite childish o..hhee..muaxx..mm..den we chat alot in da room. from 1 pm til at nite 9 pm he is at my house..hehe..dunwan let him go home..mm..at nite we went for dinner together then went back to my house sit for awhile oni i let him go home..hehex..when he reached home d..he's so tired..hehe..den he sleep liao lor..hehe..im so happy to see him..i love u baobei!!..love u very very very much!!.

18th..Todayx..

mm..my baobei went to skol n fetch me home =)..hehe..so gud orhx..muackxxx.love baobeii!!..hehex..mm den we went for lunch together lor..after lunch,we went back to my house.den went inside the room n chit chat again bla bla bla lor..hahax.after that until around 3 something bla bla bla again..hahax..den bath..after bath,around 5.50..baobei fetch me to tuition lor den he went back home n play his war.hehex..after war,he eat his dinner,fetch his bro and call me chat chat awhile lor..san fu sai ler..hehex.=) mm..now still pain orhx..haha..i think u noe wat i mean.hahax.lolx..mm...den now baobei sleeping like pig pig lor..im tying this blog..after tis blog,i go find baobei inside the dream..hehex..blekx..baobei..i will love u forever and ever..love u love u!!..hehehe...=) ..mmm..i wont break up wif u de..!! blekxx..forever hold u by my side..love u so much!!..muacksss...gud nitezzz lorr.=) muaxxxxxx

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

hen bu shuang!!

wa..got 2 malai zhu come my house ask money..coz duno who bang who..wat the hell..how they know where my house located?arhh!..cham..scary..stupid malai zhu..go die laa..-.=..zz **** uu!!!>.< lol..haihxx...

sadzz saDz

My lovely gong gong sick liaox..so xin tong now..hope u faster cure orh gong gong..muakxx..love u so much gong gong..hope im by ur side now n take care of u..nvm...sooner or later i can drive liao..i sure go take care of u liao de..that time u can be the most xin fu guy in da world..hehex..muahxx..love u much much!!.. now just worrying bout gong gong orhx..wonder ure ok or not..drink more water ok?hope u will msg me when u wake up orhx..mm..u sick then why tis morning still go work de orhx?sob sobx..=(..por por love gong gong forever =)..2 more days can see gong gong liao lorhx..hehe=) ..so happy lorhx..hehex..muahxx....gong ar gong..i wana stick all ur pics in my room wall..haha..every morning can see gong gong =) =P..hahax ..like pian tai ppl de act hor?hahax..blekxx..dun worry..i not pian tai de..i just love and wana own gong gong forever in my heart jeh..no one can replace ur status in my heart!..ure my forever number 1! kekekexx..=)..blekxx...aroun 4-5 pm i will call gong gong liaox..see whether gong gong wan play game or not..but i just hope u wont play ba..coz u sick..rest 1 day dun play ba..hehex..=) ..blekx..gong gong...por por so miss gong ah gong now!!!..how leh?scare scare oso orhx..muackssss..love u gong !!

=)

love truthfully,
por por

Sunday, April 13, 2008

hehehexx

baobeii arr..im using white colour to write this blog..so i dunoo wat am i typing in here..hahax..cant see at all..Need to highlight oni can see..but inside the blog u can see lar..hahax..=) blekxx..miss u so much now orhh..so happy to hear that u wan let others toknow that u have gf adi..hahx.so touched..
i hope the card s i made for u not so childish lorhx..hahax..scared u dunwan the cards..blekxxhehe..laogong..got 4 more days can see u liao..so happy..cant wait for the day to come orhxx...hehex..i see u adi sure hug u tite tite liao de lah..dunwan let u go away from me..!!!!hehe..today chat wif laogong whole day liao oso no feel boring de orh!! dunno why..the power of love is so strong !!..hahax...blrkx..hehex..mwahxx..loveyou baobei!!!...hehehex...ummm... ok lar..later oni continue blog la..now wan chat wif babei in msn sin..muacksssss

Saturday, April 12, 2008

12th Aprilx..Pheww..

Hmm.So tired..just finish doing housework..haihz..wat to do..mom sick ad i have to ganti her place..hmm..yawn..jz now when baobei finish work,went home call me,i very happy de..i washed half of the toilet d then ran out listen to baobei call..Den..after chatting half way,baobei ask me go finish up my work 1st..then only he call me back..mm..i misscalled him lor after i finish,den he didnt choi me, ma cal his house lor..no ppl answer..den i call his hp..he say in toilet..den my hp only left 0.68 sen...den i heard some low credit sound bfor it cut off,i ma say byebyebyebyebye to baobei lor..den auto close liao..left 0.01 sen.den sms him say hp no credit d..den neh...close d..he no call me,i ma call his house again lor..he say hello,den no sound d..den keep dialing ppl's number..den i ma wait there n didnt close the phone yet,den i said hello,n he talked to me..denhe say wan call fren,i ma put down the phone let him call lor..den after that,i call again..his house.that time i so angry+ moody liaox lor..haihx..den i keep ohh,ahh,umm..den he oso no mood liao,he say he wan sleep..den i jz say "u like lor" ..den not long later,my mind keep thinking bout him..and i felt so sad + guilty that why must we argue over a small matter?cant we solve it ?den i called him back.he say he is typing blog..den i asked him to wait for me in msn lor..now chatting wif him liaox lor...

we apologize to each other then now ok liaox..hmmm..i oso felt happy adi coz both of us loving again..=)..i love u baobei!!..muackss...miss u so much lerh!!,,i need u !!..i cant live without u!!..=(..mm..now just chatting wif baobei,baobei tonite going out,must careful o!!=) if 2 late then dun nid go home ba..stay at fren house bah!..kk?muackss,,sorry for wat i did today baobei!!..yuen liang wo ba!!..muackss...wo ai ni 13 14!! forever love
everlasting!!..

-muacks baobei yee shen-

Friday, April 11, 2008

>.<...

Ahem..here i am blogging lorhx..haihx..my baobei say i force him write blog orh..sobsob..nvm ar..dun need write liao lar k..i write can liao lorhx..lol..now online oso so sienx..u no choi me..jz now after tuition 8.00pm on9 til now waiting for u ..haihx..so hard to wait..sob sob...ahh..10 pm oni can talk to u(maybe) lolx..now only 9.45 pm..sob sob..haihx..today go tuition no mood study oso..=( sigh..do revision de thing..all forget liaox..sob sob..aihxx..mm..today after skol,den went home.den chat wif my baobei only lor..chat in hp and chat in msn using mic lol..lol..den chat awhile,he go fetch his bro liaox..mm..den come back,chat while more..duno why i suddenly fa pi qi de..lol..siao adi..sigh..mm den around 5 pm i went to bath,after bathing then go tuition lor..tuition til 8 den wait baobei only..lol..now typing blog oso waiting baobei only..dun feel like typing,no mood ..aihxx..tomorrow my cousin bday lor..celebrating again..hmm....

today in skol chat alot stuffs wif my fren ( can consider as my kai didi.jz younger than me few 2 months) lol..nth to do while moral period,so talked with him alot of things,bout my relationship and life..mm..he's a good listener and a gud adviser(sometimes) ..mm..den only like dat past 2 periods,and while Bm time,my frens presented some poems..den my BM teacher smile happily because they presented funnily..lolx..and after Bm ,its time to go home.i saw someone so familiar like my bro,but its not him..hahax..well,maybe my eyes blured lol..mm..today my friend told a guy that i have 10++ bfs..omg!! wth man!!..simply crapping bout me..sigh..sadz..sometimes i do hate that gal,sat wif her 1 year ..omg..tis year another year.2 years sitting with her..wat a friend..likes to backstab ppl,scold ppl,act like a guy..haih..wonder why..slowly hate her..sighh....i duno ler..dunwana talk bout her lar..sigh...damn fan now..lonely+ sad = zzzz


ahem..now thinking bout going for a facial tomolo makes me bcome happy,because my face damn loadz of pimples..haha..but have to suffer the pain of pressing the pimples out from my face..aihx...sobb..but wat to do..have to sacrifice to be nice..haha..no pain no gain..aih..now listening songs over and over again.wonder wat shud i do now?sleep!??or jump nor scream?sighh....cant breathe..sighhh..arghh!!...freaked outta my life man!!..well...i guess i m ending todays blog here..tata..muackss baobei..love u..gud nitez...


- hAihx..waitting n Staring 4 side of the walls in da room-

-sadz-

Thursday, April 10, 2008

My love towards baobei!!

I wanna be with you in the world,
Just only You and me,
Will we be together forever?
It's fated by god,
Whatever happens,i wont dump you,
even you have any sickness nor anything bad happen,
I will love you for who you are~!
It's just because you lighted up my life,
lead me through a bright way to be in love,
It's quite a good thing ,
as you will love me forever too~.
even if,one day you don't want me,
I hope what i wrote here,will be our sweetest memory.
Forever & ever,
I miss you always...
You're my soulmate even when i die,I hope to be with you in another world,
Be my lover,be my soul,be my most respected boy ever.
I need you~1314.will last forever in our mind! Even when you're reading this book,you might either broke up with me or still with me,I just hope we are still together when you are reading this book!!

310308 Forever!!

I lOve u Baobei!!

words that come truthfully from my heart~ muackss

I love u for the rest of my life,
I want you to be my laogong forever,
I want you to be my ship that sails me everywhere,
I need your love,
I need ur heart,
I need your everything,
You're just like my soul~

Gash,I want you,
I love u,I miss you,
every second,every minute,
every hour,everyday.
One day without you,
my life would be miserable.
With your love,care,
I can be a happy person.
I swear i wont ever hurt your heart,
wont ever make you sad,
I just want you to be the happiest guy in the world.
I just hope you won't mind,
anything about me,muacKs.
You are forever in my heart.

Now and f0rever~

I love You forever darling~

Continueez~=)

Today,went to school in da morning,den study in da class..3rd period is PJ de..so our econs teacher teached us pJ..hahax..she talk bout marriage ..n sex..hahax..loLX..so fun and so happy arh the whole class..all gals only lar..hhaax..den she say wat wat wif guy not fun de..haha..those porn oso all rubbish lai de..hahax..n say if not ready den dun born baby..hahax..get to know alot knowledge..really happy to get this pJ teacher ..=) xD..shes damn strict de orhx..

back to yesterday,i chat wif my baobei at around 1-2 something..den 3.30 he go fetch his bro liaox..den when he came back we chat til around 5 something again..and fetch the other bro..hehex..den i slowly wait him back only lor..hehex..den we chat in msn..m..arund 7 something,i asked my baobei to have his dinner..den after his dinner,he called me..i asked him to bath sin lor..coz dunwan he bath so late..mm..den after he bath..we chat on the phone again til around 10 pm den we slept together liaox lor. =)..hehex..miss baobei so much leh..sorry laogong coz yuan wang u say badword..sorry sorry,dun angry me orhx..muacksss..love u so much laogong..=) hehehex...now laogong back home adi..on9 chatting wif me.45 mins more have to fetch his other bro again..hehex..blekx..muaxx..love u baobei!! love u forever!!! muackSsssss

more 7 days can see baobei adi..!! muacksss..love u so much leh!!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

I love baobeiii 4everrrr

i love u ,
i miss u,
i will love u a thousand,million years,
take care of u,
share sad & happy memories with u,
be by ur side whenever u need me,
its just because ,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,BAOBEI YEE SHEN~



i wan u,need u to be in my heart 4ever,
no matter wat happen to us,we will never separate til death do us apart !!..i swear~..even any negative thing happen , i will try as hard as possible to keep u by my side.you know?u r so important to me,without u,my body just like living without a soul~

bAobei laogong~..sob sob.~~

Miss u so much laogong!!! now waiting for ur call..miss u so much~=( ..sob sob..mm..tis morning call bu dao ni..very sad ..sob sob..go skol no mood study ler..but today after recess,got seminar BM..lolX..hahax..sit until leg and butt oso pain adi lor..den came home,call laogong,laogong jz eat bao..den wan go back home..now still waiting u..sob sob..where r u!!?i nid u orh!!..sob sob..mm..

about yesterday..keng gai wif laogong after im back from skol..keng gai until 4 something like that den laogong go sleep liao..den go cut hair + fetch brother..mm..den 5 something talk awhile more..then 6 pm he play his game liaox..that time i duno why i so moody..like wana argue wif him jor de..sob sob..sorry laogong..i love u so much..mm..miss u like crazy now larhx..see u on9 adi..but no choi me..T_T ..sadz..mm..nvm lar..but he called me liao..so brb lor..=)muaxx..actually havent finish talking de but wana finish blog..hehex..muaxx..love him so much ..~~=)....=)..=) .... hehex..mwahx..love him arhh!!..cant wait til 17 th april to meet him..but hope no neg answer lorhx!!.. =) ...lolx...mm....still 8 days wor!!..cant wait liaox!!!..sob sob..wan cry..hahax....blek..k lar..i wana continue talk wif my baobei liaox lorr...=) .......hehex..mwahx..so i end my blog here lorhx....hehe..love u baobeiiii~!!! =P..hehex..forever love!!!!!!

Monday, April 7, 2008

Muacks laoGong

Laogong~...mUacksS..hahax..now stomach still abit pain..dunno why orhx..sob sob..jz nw chat wif u on the phone got cry abit de..so gan dong lehz!..hahax..miss u so much now...=) now my baobei laogong eating..hahax......wah..nw continue bck my blog..jz now receive pics from my cousin lol..and my baobei had finished eating lorr..muaxxx~wo zhen de hen ai hen ai ni oh laogong..tis morning went to skol,and morning call my laogong..hehex..so early jiu call him adi..hehex..mm..then i went to skol at 7.15am..after skol,i came back n call laogong again..ehhex..he was bz working..blek..den around 2pm ,he finish work and brought the laptop to his bro for presentation..~he say traffic jam~mm den after that around 3pm i called him again,then we chat til 3.10 then i went to bath n tuition..hehex..that time miss him so much ler.cant concentrate at all~..hehexx~then after tuition,6pm lidat,jiu call my baobei keng gai..keng until my hp no credit then he call me back using home phone..hehex..we chat til around 8 pm..den he went for dinner..ahah..and im here typing blog..now im alone at home.nth to do..chating wif laogong,listening song..now my msn jam jor..duno wat happen!!!..arghh!!..cham cham cham!!!now missing baobei~..haihx..so scare 17th april..~haihxxx..sob sob..=(..muacks laogong~~

Sunday, April 6, 2008

today....06.04.08

Miss my baobei so much again~..tis morning woke up around 8 something am..so..miss my baobei lerhx..hehex..woke up by my bro..omg..the way he woke me..haha..so funny ler..duno how to describe oso~..Umm..tis morning went to eat hainanese chicken rice ball~ den after that went for chendol..~yummy..lolX..cendol..best in melaka..~hahax..hahax...den after that we checked out from the apartment at around 12 pm..den we on da way back to KL lor..haha..sit until backside pain pain jor lorr~..cham cham~..den i sleep awhile in da car adi..so miss darling lorr..hehe..we sms alot too.=)..hehex..k lar..i stop here..tomolo continue..muaxx..laogong ar..i love u much much!!!

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Dayzx in maLacca~~

MiSsing my baobei so much!!hehex..im in malacca today~..=) umm..~around 6.30 am we start moving to malacca.So Damn early..not enough sleep tim~..sob sob..coz yesterday(friday) my friend overnite at my house ..she came around 12 am.and around 3 am++ oni we sleep..n went back around 5 am ~~Swt..omg..hhax.~around 9 something am we reach malacca.den once reach malacca,we went for breakfast and start praying around 10 am.the sun is so damn hot and im still wearing all black..cham cham..that time me and my 2nd cousin most cham de..coz both of us are in black colourr~hahax..den we prayed my grandma and grandpa.after that heading to pray great grandpa and grandma.i justknew that my ancestors are from china de..hahax..=)..around 11.30 - 12 pm we finished praying and we heading to the coastal park apartment..we rest in da apartment whole day.and i smsed + call my baobei for quite long orhx..~den me and my bro keep talking sam si..hahax..talk half way adi..den tired,we sleep..hahax..sleep til around 6.30 pm..woke up by my dad ..den change n went to dinner..we ate sate celup at ong kim wee..den went to jonker street lolx..saw a couple...so hang fuk ler..~hehex..then after that ,my cousin s n parents wana have wan tan mee..so they went for supper..i just too bao so i jz sat down n drink water..after that we went back to apartment..we slept around 12 am.hahax..the end..love my baob ei so much!!

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

t0 my laogong~


My laog0ng foreverx!!hehex..wat am i writing in da pic up there is just for my laogong ^_^..him and only him.forever him=) ..laogong..i love u very much orhx..yee..my daddy smoke..so smelly lerhx!! hahax..muaxx,,i love..u!!..forever n ever..~continue blog on sunday!! muaxZZ

LoVe neVer EnDing~

LAogong..sorry arhh..dun sad lar..i dun meant to make u sad de..i just scare that i will lose u..and i dun hope to lose u~=(..i wan u forever n ever..laogong..i oso wan meet u..hao ba,i think we will meet mid of april ..ok?muaxx..sorry made u sad..now i felt so guilty ler..sob sob..laogong ar..i miss u so much lerhx..=)..i know u love me very much but i still make u sad yesterday..really sorry for that..i promise u wont make u sad ever again~..ok?ehex.my most baobei de qing ai laogong ..wo ai ni yi bei zi!!...muackss=) ..Hehe..I dun mind waking u up every morning..=) hehex..coz ure my laogong mar..hehex..where will count wif u geh ler?hehex..im ur laopo mar ^_^ rite?~hehexx...hehe..scare 1 day i no call u ?hehex..i wont de..=) ..muackSs...i promise laogong,i will take care of laogong forever~..be laogong de best laopo..14 ai 13 ~..remember orhx.!!hahax..oh ya,yesterday my dad didnt ask me whose the guy who call me..but now (1.30pm) he asked me who is dat guy..hahax..i said ask oral de thing geh..hahax..lolzz..=) hehex..blekxx..hehex..so miss u now arh!!..cham ler..later got tuition tim.~..haihz..sure very sienx de lorhx..=( hahax..but nvm la..think of baobei then not sien leh lol..=) ni shi wo de baobei..yong yuan dou shi wo baobei orhx!! zhi dao ma?hehex..=) ..wo da ying ni,wo bu hui luan xiang liao..wo yeh hui ai je ni,ru guo ni zhen de bu yao wo,wo dou hui yong yuan dou ai ni yi ge ba liao..bu hui gai bian de ai qing..!! ..zhi dao ma laogong?! =)..muaxx..hehe..ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai aiiii niiii~~.. =) ..hehex..i dun care watever happens,i will love u til the end of my life..i swear it again =)..muacksSss..=)..laogong arhx..today get my english paper back jor..hahax..so happy...i get 80 lerhx..hahax..i tot i will get around 60++ nia..coz i wrote the essay shorter than others..but others longer than mine oso get lower than me.i really @@ jor lor..cham mou~~..=( ..lolx..mm..hehehxx..muackss..now miss dear again..wan call baobei,but baobei working..nvm lorr..i dunwan call sin~=)..hehex..later only call lor..hope baobei will sms me orhx..=).hehex..the weather like wana rain again..haihx..everytime rain rain rain..hope tomolo no rain la..if rain,duno how to pray liaox..cham cham~..hehex..=) ..muackssss!!! baobeiiii~~~..wo zhen de hen ai hen ai hen ai ni!!..today is our 5th day couple,we still yet so happy together..hehehx..=) ..muackss..i will love u no matter how u treat me ~=)..hehex..im so happy to have u by my side..eventhough cant c u everyday,but you r always in my heart forever~~=)..hehex..lOl ..loVee uu~u..kekekexx!!Miss u orhx..

love u baobei~--

13..
14..

forever love=) always n forever~~

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Lubbb baobeii~


Muacksss..loVe my baobeiiI so mUCh~=) ...hehex...The pic above is my hand lai de orhx...hehex..I love my baobei gash so much orhx..hehex..miss him day and nite..every day,every moment,every minute,every seconds..i will non stop missing my ba0beii~zui shen ai de baobei ~..=) ..hehe..bu ke neng mei you ni.ni yong yuan dou zai wo xin li mian,wo men de ai bu hui pian~.kekex..:) laogong arh!..miSs u euuuuu~~....love u love u love u love u love u love u love you love u love u love you love u love you ..

lurb u.lurve u.lubbb u..lov u.love u(L) u..laff u..lubbbb u..lurbbbb u...love you..lurb you,lurve u..(L) you,lov you.laff you..muackk..muaxx..muackss..muakzzz..muaCkSszzz..muAkZzzzzzzz

to show u that im not copying these n paste de orhx..muaxxx

baobeiiiii 4ever n ever~

Laogong~ hehex..today is a cold,rainy day..hehex=) ..immortality de song very nice lerhx..hehex=)..2 more days i going to malacca jor lur..=) ..hehex..sure very sienx when on the way in da car..hehex..but once a year..nvm lorr..hahax..burn some cd n listen in da car=) ..hehex..so 1 day i cant read laogong de blog liaox=(..sob sob.sad sad orhx..hehex..BluEKx..i wan u,my baobei forever~..hehex..Tis morning so early woke my ba0bei up..sorry orhx..hehex..=(..now jiu 2.33 pm lor..chatting wif my baobei,listening songs =P ..hehex..my brain all full of my baobei only lerhx now.~ hehe..how arhx?today i told my daddy i got invite guys to my bday party,he look at me so shocked..lolx..sweat..hEng!! ..wrong to invite guys de mah?haha..maybe he anti guys and wan me to be lesbian~..cham lor..baobei!!..help!!i dunwan be lesbian!!..later lesbian liao canot be wif my baobei ~cham cham..i dunwan..

hahax..my skol hor..a guy lar..malay guy..he very friendly 1..hahax..he pakto wif a gal..chindian..chinese+indian geh..2 of them look so weird..hahax..but 2 oso dark dark skin de..so *chan*=(....kekekex....at 1st i dun believe them together de..i tot de guy "chui sui" only..hahax..mana tau..today i saw them together ..whahaa..tomorrow go ask him..hahax..LoLx..=)..yier..tomorrow friday liaox..sienx lerh...time past so fast lerhx..hehex..so happy..blekx..i hope laogong wont damdai me alone here orhx..hehex..~*currently listenin my heart will go on* hahax..last time i dun like all tis song..once im in love wif my baobei,i love *love songs* adi..hahxa..weird hor?loLX..maybe its the love power that influenced me ..hahax..=) wan me become more romantic..actually hor,baobei ar..u reli reli very sweet de ler..when u call *laopo* hehex..=) ..i love to hear orhx..kekekex...my voice oso not that sweet marh..hehex..blekxx..blekkx..hehex..
today spoke mandarin in skol..look so weird lehh!..hahax.my fren keep laugh at me je..sob sob lehh..=(..hehex..k lorr..i stop here ler..haha..muaxx..thats all for the day,wait for the hot menu tomorrow =)..muahxx...forever in love with gash baobeii!! baObeii!`` ni shi wo yong yuan zui ai de nan ren!! =)..
4ever love

4ever love appears in my life again,
without worries,
fate..
appears again,
make me become confidence,
to involve myself to love someone,
i really thx to god,
that GOD gave me a good baobei laogong.
i will appreciate him ...
now and forever~..
thx..
i lOve gaSh~..I love u and i really really love u~..muackzz