Tuesday, April 29, 2008

30th dayz~

Baobeii~..i love u so much~!..today im so happy..hehex..=)..thx ..~love u..hehe..well,today after skol,i cant wait to see my baobei..hehex..once i get home from skol,i called baobei and asked him to come my house n wait for me..hehex..my dad let u in=) so happy o~~^^ hehex..1st time and ure the 1st one who my dad let in..hahax..1st guy..blekxx..=)..=P..hehex..then after i bath,i gave gong my handmade "sweet memories" folio that contains our memories inside..=)..hehe.den around 2 something ,we went out and heading to one utama..hehex..once reach one utama,we kiss kiss in da carpark..inside the car..hahax.den after that we went to eat..duno wat to eat..we went shogun,then 3pm adi..there close d..so we decided to go to dragon-i..hehex..such an expensive meal~..gong..next time i treat u back =P..hehex..thx for ur meal today~..muackss..So delicious eating with u..hehex..=)..everytime i met u,at nite sure i cant sleep liao..coz too miss u..hehex..den after meal,we went to take pictures..hehex..took quite lotz of pics..den we decorate our pics..after decorating,saw my enemies in side the shop..So @@>.< omg..zzz..dunwan tok bout them..mm..den after taking pics,we went secret recipe and bought some cakes..den went to Big apple to buy some doughnuts=) ..hehex..Mm...after that..tired adi..around 5 pm,so we were heading back to my house..forget to buy the book@@ alah..sob sob..nvm..thursday we go buy 1st..=)..hehex..then oni go metro prima..xD.. =)..hehex....den reach my house adi,gong shy shy..hehex..den we went inside the kitchen..hahax..feed each other eat cake ..den tapao doughnuts back..hehex..den while eating cake,keep kissing..hahax..whole mouth oso chocolate liaox..hahax..=)..blekx..den chit chat ..around 6pm,gong wana go home play war liaox..so let him go back lor..hehex..after gong went back,i go ask my mommy thursday can go out anot..she say can..hahax..then i quickly go call my gong gong and tell him the good news lor..hahax..=)..blekx...muackzzz~=)..gong gong.!! miss u so much now..hehex....waiting for u now orhx..remember find me arhh...=)..blekxx..muaxxx..love u so much!..see u on thursday and saturday~..ehhex. =)..i support u !!..muacksss..!!

good nite ,sweet dreamx,and cover ur blanket + drink more water =)..hehex..love ya!!!..muacksss!!..tatazz


love,
poR

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Baobei...This is truthfully from my hEart..

Today is our 27th day of couple..hehe..i felt so happy ..when im with him,i really felt safe.=)i never regret being with my baobei coz i really get my happiness together with him.Although we argue sometimes,but its just a small matter.No big deal.that wont separate us..ok?hehe..no matter wat,i wont ever say break up this word =) ..ure my love forever.i wan u and only u.Baobei,promise me dun ever say break up tis word ok?hehex..muackss..Although we stay far apart,but location wont separate us thou.Hehe..that wont block us from being together.i wont ever wana apart with u.hehe..i wana be with u for the rest of my life.hehe.muackss..I hope u r by my side now,hugging u and kissing u.everytime u come and wait for me in school,im so happy when i saw u..i really wana hug u tite tite n not letting u out from my arms..i need u baobei!!..i really need u,dun leave me,pls dun..i love u!~Every moment when im having meals with u,when i looked into ur eyes,i can feel that ure happy..hehex..muaxx...love u baobei!!!..muax muax muax..nite continue again..now go bath sin..


to be continued.....

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Happy 24th day..

Gong Gong..hehe..now waiting for ur call..so happy today get to meet u,went to 1u and take pics =) hehe..den watched L..hahax...=) happy to be with u..every seconds of memories im with u will not be forgotten!!..always on my mind..hehex..i love u more each day..hehe..deeper and deeper..i love u..i really love u darling!!..=) ..i cant lose u oo!!..hehex..now missing u oso..blekxx..hehe..u say 10 minute de..but..hehe..nvm lar...need to give baobei freedom oso de..ehhehe..muacksss~~~=) ...hehehx...miss u so much now~..i need u !!..hehex..hope to see u soon again=) cant wait ..muacksss..love u!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

My past life - now de life~

First of all ,to intro..im nicole here.juSt a 17 years old gal.Living a miserable life~ok.start from when i was 1 or 2 years old..i just remembered that my beloved grandpa had past away.Me and my bro was standing on the gate inside looking outside at the ambulance that sending my grandpa to hospital.We both cried loudly.We ignored everyone that talk to us..just sulking 2 by 2 there.But thats not the worst part..the worst part is my beloved grandma,she's the one who cant sleep everynite,cant eat and keep drop tears when she recall back her happy memories with my grandpa..and at my age around 3-6 ..one day,my mom and my grandma was arguing..i helped my grandma coz she was not wrong,and i was been slap by my mom.I get slap cause of that small matter.From that time i know that i am starting to hate my mom ..she never realise that she was also in a wrong.And kept scolding ppl around her.And i also remembered that when im around 9 years old,my dad went outstation,the whole family also followed...when i was in the car,havent even start to go to east coast,i told them and cried that i dunwana follow coz i miss my grandma,she cant follow because her leg had operated and cant walk.my dad pulled me in the house n caned me..he caned me 99..that was wat is in my heart,that i always remember and starting to hate him so much.when i was 7-12 years old..im an excellent student in primary school.i love to study.study very hard.Hmm..but when im around 11 years old,something bad had happen to my grandma,it was at nite.My family and I had went out and have dinner.When we was about to go,i asked my grandma do i need to tapau some food for her..she say yea..she wants her wan tan mee..So then,when we finished our dinner,we reached home.I ran upstair happily and saw her lying on the floor.I was so @@..i ran towards her n shoutin for help .my grandma eyes was rolling ..her body was cold,her leg freezed.My family quickly sent her to the hospital .That time i was at home.im not allowed to folllow to the hospital.Just wait for news at home.Then..around the next morning,i get to know that my grandma already past away because of massive heart attack.When i heard that news,i was shocked...my tears are rolling down to my cheek..Then my grandma had requested to be burried together with my grandpa,they're never far apart!..so we heading down to malacca..My grandma had 4 children.3 daughters and 1 son.but the son is damn **** de..he never cares bout my grandma after he had his freaking devil so called * the queen of chicken* that flirts around...Haihx..my grandma was damn sad to have this kind of son.she even wrote down when her son starts not giving her money.sigh..wat a fucking son..!!.hate that idiot.then after malacca,we prayed ,i ran to the coffin n look at my grandma's beautiful face.I will never forget how she treats me when im small..my grandma and pa loves me alot when im young.they protect me whenever i get bullied from my bro n cousins.they care me,loves me.I will never forget them!! Now bout my mom,she's a selfish n unreasonable person.she wants to get watever that she like without caring other ppls feeling.Watever she likes,she expect that others will like it too.~..but thats wrong..she doesnt care other ppls feeling.Haihx..Dunwana talk bout her..now my bro..sometimes hes a gud guy sometimes he's evil.he is good in keeping secrets...and a good listener..when he's bad,he will scold or bully u..sigh..everyone have their own character..but im happy to have tis bro.thx god.~Less but not least,i lived a sad life since i ever broke up with my 3rd ex.We
ve been together for quite long.mm..i never had a best friend since i have been betrayed once..i had the punishment.I swear i will not have any best friends anymore.that i can tell secrets.mm.Til the year 2008,march 29th,i knew a guy from friendster,named gan yee shen.i Had one feeling that i can be with him if he accepts me.i tried my very best to tell him my feeling.Til once i really told him.he said its too fast,then he said need time to think and will let me know his answer.so i waited happily.no matter wat answer i oso will accept it.Til 31st march.i asked him whether i can have the answer anot.he say can.but have to wait at nite.so i waited til the nite at 9 pm.he called me n gave me his answer.i was happy to hear that the answer is YES.i cant sleep that nite.was just thinking that im too happy to have him.i had the feeling that we both can be together forever de!!..hmm..that nite i was happy.but after 2-3 days i started to have negative thinking that whether he will mind that im fat anot ler..mm..we had promised to meet on the 17th march....mm..on the 17th march,i met him.he gave me his answer again, he said he accept me.that time i was happy but i asked him why he wants me.then he said he loves me.i was really happy that time.on the 17th i had a sweet time with him.he fetch me home from school.then in da room,we really talked alot.den had dinner.til 9pm he left me house.after the 17th day,i realy didnt think negative adi..i have back some confidence..from that time onwards,i swore that i will be his laopo forever and ever.til the end of my last breath.!!!..i really love gash so much~..nothing is more important than him in my life!!..i really dunwana lose u!!..muacksSS..he brights up my life again n gave me the confidence again to be in love agaiN~..muackss..i appreciate him alot!!..hehex..thx lougong!!muackss..ure the best lougong in my heart and my true love!!..=) ..mm..and the last part that i wana mention is i hope to go around the world with my lougong to make his dreams come true!!..we both sure can success it~!hehe..trust me n trust urself.we will be TOGETHER FOREVER!!..NeVER ending!! muacksss...loveu much baobei~!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

our 20 th dayz..

Baobeii~ ..hehex..now ure fetching ur bro lor..hehe..im here missing u so much ler..how ar?=)..muahxx..=)hehe..mm.. wana see u so much now..but..cant..sob sob.=( hehe..our most happy day 17th and 18th..i will never forget our 1st meet is on 17th..~hehex..310308 & 170408 ..muaxx..love forever and ever in our heart..never ending..hehex..miss u so much now..=)..hehex..i hope to see u nw..kekekex..today morning call baobei.then chat wif baobei in da morning in msn..den i made a powerpoint slideshow as our memories for him..hehex..den after that..wait for baobei to come bak from outside eating wif his fren..i slept while waiting for him..den he come back liao called me..so then im awake n kept talking on the phone wif my baobei lor..=) hehehx..mmm..den chat half way..baobei say he sleepy den i ask him sleep..and he asked me to sleep oso..so we slept together lor.hehex..after that around 4.30..i called him..den awaken him ad..hehe..soryy ar..=( ..m.den now on9 chat wif him..but he away lor..waiting him to come back..hehex...muaxzz..forever love~..i do not trust there is forever last time..but since the day we couple..i trust there is forever in our love~=) am i right?hehehx..=)..muaxxx muaxxxx!!!...i need u so much..i wan to be by ur side everytime u need me..hehex. =)..i love u ..gong gong..baobei!..13 14!!!! W O A I N I 1 3 1 4 !

Friday, April 18, 2008

17 and 18th apRiL~


17th..

whee..im so damn happy today..coz meet my baobei laogong..hehex..1st time see him quite nervous..hahax..den we went back to my house lor..hehe..den bla bla bla..hahax..i gave him the things that i made for him..haha..he say he like it..but i think it looks quite childish o..hhee..muaxx..mm..den we chat alot in da room. from 1 pm til at nite 9 pm he is at my house..hehe..dunwan let him go home..mm..at nite we went for dinner together then went back to my house sit for awhile oni i let him go home..hehex..when he reached home d..he's so tired..hehe..den he sleep liao lor..hehe..im so happy to see him..i love u baobei!!..love u very very very much!!.

18th..Todayx..

mm..my baobei went to skol n fetch me home =)..hehe..so gud orhx..muackxxx.love baobeii!!..hehex..mm den we went for lunch together lor..after lunch,we went back to my house.den went inside the room n chit chat again bla bla bla lor..hahax.after that until around 3 something bla bla bla again..hahax..den bath..after bath,around 5.50..baobei fetch me to tuition lor den he went back home n play his war.hehex..after war,he eat his dinner,fetch his bro and call me chat chat awhile lor..san fu sai ler..hehex.=) mm..now still pain orhx..haha..i think u noe wat i mean.hahax.lolx..mm...den now baobei sleeping like pig pig lor..im tying this blog..after tis blog,i go find baobei inside the dream..hehex..blekx..baobei..i will love u forever and ever..love u love u!!..hehehe...=) ..mmm..i wont break up wif u de..!! blekxx..forever hold u by my side..love u so much!!..muacksss...gud nitezzz lorr.=) muaxxxxxx

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

hen bu shuang!!

wa..got 2 malai zhu come my house ask money..coz duno who bang who..wat the hell..how they know where my house located?arhh!..cham..scary..stupid malai zhu..go die laa..-.=..zz **** uu!!!>.< lol..haihxx...

sadzz saDz

My lovely gong gong sick liaox..so xin tong now..hope u faster cure orh gong gong..muakxx..love u so much gong gong..hope im by ur side now n take care of u..nvm...sooner or later i can drive liao..i sure go take care of u liao de..that time u can be the most xin fu guy in da world..hehex..muahxx..love u much much!!.. now just worrying bout gong gong orhx..wonder ure ok or not..drink more water ok?hope u will msg me when u wake up orhx..mm..u sick then why tis morning still go work de orhx?sob sobx..=(..por por love gong gong forever =)..2 more days can see gong gong liao lorhx..hehe=) ..so happy lorhx..hehex..muahxx....gong ar gong..i wana stick all ur pics in my room wall..haha..every morning can see gong gong =) =P..hahax ..like pian tai ppl de act hor?hahax..blekxx..dun worry..i not pian tai de..i just love and wana own gong gong forever in my heart jeh..no one can replace ur status in my heart!..ure my forever number 1! kekekexx..=)..blekxx...aroun 4-5 pm i will call gong gong liaox..see whether gong gong wan play game or not..but i just hope u wont play ba..coz u sick..rest 1 day dun play ba..hehex..=) ..blekx..gong gong...por por so miss gong ah gong now!!!..how leh?scare scare oso orhx..muackssss..love u gong !!

=)

love truthfully,
por por

Sunday, April 13, 2008

hehehexx

baobeii arr..im using white colour to write this blog..so i dunoo wat am i typing in here..hahax..cant see at all..Need to highlight oni can see..but inside the blog u can see lar..hahax..=) blekxx..miss u so much now orhh..so happy to hear that u wan let others toknow that u have gf adi..hahx.so touched..
i hope the card s i made for u not so childish lorhx..hahax..scared u dunwan the cards..blekxxhehe..laogong..got 4 more days can see u liao..so happy..cant wait for the day to come orhxx...hehex..i see u adi sure hug u tite tite liao de lah..dunwan let u go away from me..!!!!hehe..today chat wif laogong whole day liao oso no feel boring de orh!! dunno why..the power of love is so strong !!..hahax...blrkx..hehex..mwahxx..loveyou baobei!!!...hehehex...ummm... ok lar..later oni continue blog la..now wan chat wif babei in msn sin..muacksssss

Saturday, April 12, 2008

12th Aprilx..Pheww..

Hmm.So tired..just finish doing housework..haihz..wat to do..mom sick ad i have to ganti her place..hmm..yawn..jz now when baobei finish work,went home call me,i very happy de..i washed half of the toilet d then ran out listen to baobei call..Den..after chatting half way,baobei ask me go finish up my work 1st..then only he call me back..mm..i misscalled him lor after i finish,den he didnt choi me, ma cal his house lor..no ppl answer..den i call his hp..he say in toilet..den my hp only left 0.68 sen...den i heard some low credit sound bfor it cut off,i ma say byebyebyebyebye to baobei lor..den auto close liao..left 0.01 sen.den sms him say hp no credit d..den neh...close d..he no call me,i ma call his house again lor..he say hello,den no sound d..den keep dialing ppl's number..den i ma wait there n didnt close the phone yet,den i said hello,n he talked to me..denhe say wan call fren,i ma put down the phone let him call lor..den after that,i call again..his house.that time i so angry+ moody liaox lor..haihx..den i keep ohh,ahh,umm..den he oso no mood liao,he say he wan sleep..den i jz say "u like lor" ..den not long later,my mind keep thinking bout him..and i felt so sad + guilty that why must we argue over a small matter?cant we solve it ?den i called him back.he say he is typing blog..den i asked him to wait for me in msn lor..now chatting wif him liaox lor...

we apologize to each other then now ok liaox..hmmm..i oso felt happy adi coz both of us loving again..=)..i love u baobei!!..muackss...miss u so much lerh!!,,i need u !!..i cant live without u!!..=(..mm..now just chatting wif baobei,baobei tonite going out,must careful o!!=) if 2 late then dun nid go home ba..stay at fren house bah!..kk?muackss,,sorry for wat i did today baobei!!..yuen liang wo ba!!..muackss...wo ai ni 13 14!! forever love
everlasting!!..

-muacks baobei yee shen-

Friday, April 11, 2008

>.<...

Ahem..here i am blogging lorhx..haihx..my baobei say i force him write blog orh..sobsob..nvm ar..dun need write liao lar k..i write can liao lorhx..lol..now online oso so sienx..u no choi me..jz now after tuition 8.00pm on9 til now waiting for u ..haihx..so hard to wait..sob sob...ahh..10 pm oni can talk to u(maybe) lolx..now only 9.45 pm..sob sob..haihx..today go tuition no mood study oso..=( sigh..do revision de thing..all forget liaox..sob sob..aihxx..mm..today after skol,den went home.den chat wif my baobei only lor..chat in hp and chat in msn using mic lol..lol..den chat awhile,he go fetch his bro liaox..mm..den come back,chat while more..duno why i suddenly fa pi qi de..lol..siao adi..sigh..mm den around 5 pm i went to bath,after bathing then go tuition lor..tuition til 8 den wait baobei only..lol..now typing blog oso waiting baobei only..dun feel like typing,no mood ..aihxx..tomorrow my cousin bday lor..celebrating again..hmm....

today in skol chat alot stuffs wif my fren ( can consider as my kai didi.jz younger than me few 2 months) lol..nth to do while moral period,so talked with him alot of things,bout my relationship and life..mm..he's a good listener and a gud adviser(sometimes) ..mm..den only like dat past 2 periods,and while Bm time,my frens presented some poems..den my BM teacher smile happily because they presented funnily..lolx..and after Bm ,its time to go home.i saw someone so familiar like my bro,but its not him..hahax..well,maybe my eyes blured lol..mm..today my friend told a guy that i have 10++ bfs..omg!! wth man!!..simply crapping bout me..sigh..sadz..sometimes i do hate that gal,sat wif her 1 year ..omg..tis year another year.2 years sitting with her..wat a friend..likes to backstab ppl,scold ppl,act like a guy..haih..wonder why..slowly hate her..sighh....i duno ler..dunwana talk bout her lar..sigh...damn fan now..lonely+ sad = zzzz


ahem..now thinking bout going for a facial tomolo makes me bcome happy,because my face damn loadz of pimples..haha..but have to suffer the pain of pressing the pimples out from my face..aihx...sobb..but wat to do..have to sacrifice to be nice..haha..no pain no gain..aih..now listening songs over and over again.wonder wat shud i do now?sleep!??or jump nor scream?sighh....cant breathe..sighhh..arghh!!...freaked outta my life man!!..well...i guess i m ending todays blog here..tata..muackss baobei..love u..gud nitez...


- hAihx..waitting n Staring 4 side of the walls in da room-

-sadz-

Thursday, April 10, 2008

My love towards baobei!!

I wanna be with you in the world,
Just only You and me,
Will we be together forever?
It's fated by god,
Whatever happens,i wont dump you,
even you have any sickness nor anything bad happen,
I will love you for who you are~!
It's just because you lighted up my life,
lead me through a bright way to be in love,
It's quite a good thing ,
as you will love me forever too~.
even if,one day you don't want me,
I hope what i wrote here,will be our sweetest memory.
Forever & ever,
I miss you always...
You're my soulmate even when i die,I hope to be with you in another world,
Be my lover,be my soul,be my most respected boy ever.
I need you~1314.will last forever in our mind! Even when you're reading this book,you might either broke up with me or still with me,I just hope we are still together when you are reading this book!!

310308 Forever!!

I lOve u Baobei!!

words that come truthfully from my heart~ muackss

I love u for the rest of my life,
I want you to be my laogong forever,
I want you to be my ship that sails me everywhere,
I need your love,
I need ur heart,
I need your everything,
You're just like my soul~

Gash,I want you,
I love u,I miss you,
every second,every minute,
every hour,everyday.
One day without you,
my life would be miserable.
With your love,care,
I can be a happy person.
I swear i wont ever hurt your heart,
wont ever make you sad,
I just want you to be the happiest guy in the world.
I just hope you won't mind,
anything about me,muacKs.
You are forever in my heart.

Now and f0rever~

I love You forever darling~

Continueez~=)

Today,went to school in da morning,den study in da class..3rd period is PJ de..so our econs teacher teached us pJ..hahax..she talk bout marriage ..n sex..hahax..loLX..so fun and so happy arh the whole class..all gals only lar..hhaax..den she say wat wat wif guy not fun de..haha..those porn oso all rubbish lai de..hahax..n say if not ready den dun born baby..hahax..get to know alot knowledge..really happy to get this pJ teacher ..=) xD..shes damn strict de orhx..

back to yesterday,i chat wif my baobei at around 1-2 something..den 3.30 he go fetch his bro liaox..den when he came back we chat til around 5 something again..and fetch the other bro..hehex..den i slowly wait him back only lor..hehex..den we chat in msn..m..arund 7 something,i asked my baobei to have his dinner..den after his dinner,he called me..i asked him to bath sin lor..coz dunwan he bath so late..mm..den after he bath..we chat on the phone again til around 10 pm den we slept together liaox lor. =)..hehex..miss baobei so much leh..sorry laogong coz yuan wang u say badword..sorry sorry,dun angry me orhx..muacksss..love u so much laogong..=) hehehex...now laogong back home adi..on9 chatting wif me.45 mins more have to fetch his other bro again..hehex..blekx..muaxx..love u baobei!! love u forever!!! muackSsssss

more 7 days can see baobei adi..!! muacksss..love u so much leh!!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

I love baobeiii 4everrrr

i love u ,
i miss u,
i will love u a thousand,million years,
take care of u,
share sad & happy memories with u,
be by ur side whenever u need me,
its just because ,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,BAOBEI YEE SHEN~



i wan u,need u to be in my heart 4ever,
no matter wat happen to us,we will never separate til death do us apart !!..i swear~..even any negative thing happen , i will try as hard as possible to keep u by my side.you know?u r so important to me,without u,my body just like living without a soul~

bAobei laogong~..sob sob.~~

Miss u so much laogong!!! now waiting for ur call..miss u so much~=( ..sob sob..mm..tis morning call bu dao ni..very sad ..sob sob..go skol no mood study ler..but today after recess,got seminar BM..lolX..hahax..sit until leg and butt oso pain adi lor..den came home,call laogong,laogong jz eat bao..den wan go back home..now still waiting u..sob sob..where r u!!?i nid u orh!!..sob sob..mm..

about yesterday..keng gai wif laogong after im back from skol..keng gai until 4 something like that den laogong go sleep liao..den go cut hair + fetch brother..mm..den 5 something talk awhile more..then 6 pm he play his game liaox..that time i duno why i so moody..like wana argue wif him jor de..sob sob..sorry laogong..i love u so much..mm..miss u like crazy now larhx..see u on9 adi..but no choi me..T_T ..sadz..mm..nvm lar..but he called me liao..so brb lor..=)muaxx..actually havent finish talking de but wana finish blog..hehex..muaxx..love him so much ..~~=)....=)..=) .... hehex..mwahx..love him arhh!!..cant wait til 17 th april to meet him..but hope no neg answer lorhx!!.. =) ...lolx...mm....still 8 days wor!!..cant wait liaox!!!..sob sob..wan cry..hahax....blek..k lar..i wana continue talk wif my baobei liaox lorr...=) .......hehex..mwahx..so i end my blog here lorhx....hehe..love u baobeiiii~!!! =P..hehex..forever love!!!!!!

Monday, April 7, 2008

Muacks laoGong

Laogong~...mUacksS..hahax..now stomach still abit pain..dunno why orhx..sob sob..jz nw chat wif u on the phone got cry abit de..so gan dong lehz!..hahax..miss u so much now...=) now my baobei laogong eating..hahax......wah..nw continue bck my blog..jz now receive pics from my cousin lol..and my baobei had finished eating lorr..muaxxx~wo zhen de hen ai hen ai ni oh laogong..tis morning went to skol,and morning call my laogong..hehex..so early jiu call him adi..hehex..mm..then i went to skol at 7.15am..after skol,i came back n call laogong again..ehhex..he was bz working..blek..den around 2pm ,he finish work and brought the laptop to his bro for presentation..~he say traffic jam~mm den after that around 3pm i called him again,then we chat til 3.10 then i went to bath n tuition..hehex..that time miss him so much ler.cant concentrate at all~..hehexx~then after tuition,6pm lidat,jiu call my baobei keng gai..keng until my hp no credit then he call me back using home phone..hehex..we chat til around 8 pm..den he went for dinner..ahah..and im here typing blog..now im alone at home.nth to do..chating wif laogong,listening song..now my msn jam jor..duno wat happen!!!..arghh!!..cham cham cham!!!now missing baobei~..haihx..so scare 17th april..~haihxxx..sob sob..=(..muacks laogong~~

Sunday, April 6, 2008

today....06.04.08

Miss my baobei so much again~..tis morning woke up around 8 something am..so..miss my baobei lerhx..hehex..woke up by my bro..omg..the way he woke me..haha..so funny ler..duno how to describe oso~..Umm..tis morning went to eat hainanese chicken rice ball~ den after that went for chendol..~yummy..lolX..cendol..best in melaka..~hahax..hahax...den after that we checked out from the apartment at around 12 pm..den we on da way back to KL lor..haha..sit until backside pain pain jor lorr~..cham cham~..den i sleep awhile in da car adi..so miss darling lorr..hehe..we sms alot too.=)..hehex..k lar..i stop here..tomolo continue..muaxx..laogong ar..i love u much much!!!

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Dayzx in maLacca~~

MiSsing my baobei so much!!hehex..im in malacca today~..=) umm..~around 6.30 am we start moving to malacca.So Damn early..not enough sleep tim~..sob sob..coz yesterday(friday) my friend overnite at my house ..she came around 12 am.and around 3 am++ oni we sleep..n went back around 5 am ~~Swt..omg..hhax.~around 9 something am we reach malacca.den once reach malacca,we went for breakfast and start praying around 10 am.the sun is so damn hot and im still wearing all black..cham cham..that time me and my 2nd cousin most cham de..coz both of us are in black colourr~hahax..den we prayed my grandma and grandpa.after that heading to pray great grandpa and grandma.i justknew that my ancestors are from china de..hahax..=)..around 11.30 - 12 pm we finished praying and we heading to the coastal park apartment..we rest in da apartment whole day.and i smsed + call my baobei for quite long orhx..~den me and my bro keep talking sam si..hahax..talk half way adi..den tired,we sleep..hahax..sleep til around 6.30 pm..woke up by my dad ..den change n went to dinner..we ate sate celup at ong kim wee..den went to jonker street lolx..saw a couple...so hang fuk ler..~hehex..then after that ,my cousin s n parents wana have wan tan mee..so they went for supper..i just too bao so i jz sat down n drink water..after that we went back to apartment..we slept around 12 am.hahax..the end..love my baob ei so much!!

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

t0 my laogong~


My laog0ng foreverx!!hehex..wat am i writing in da pic up there is just for my laogong ^_^..him and only him.forever him=) ..laogong..i love u very much orhx..yee..my daddy smoke..so smelly lerhx!! hahax..muaxx,,i love..u!!..forever n ever..~continue blog on sunday!! muaxZZ

LoVe neVer EnDing~

LAogong..sorry arhh..dun sad lar..i dun meant to make u sad de..i just scare that i will lose u..and i dun hope to lose u~=(..i wan u forever n ever..laogong..i oso wan meet u..hao ba,i think we will meet mid of april ..ok?muaxx..sorry made u sad..now i felt so guilty ler..sob sob..laogong ar..i miss u so much lerhx..=)..i know u love me very much but i still make u sad yesterday..really sorry for that..i promise u wont make u sad ever again~..ok?ehex.my most baobei de qing ai laogong ..wo ai ni yi bei zi!!...muackss=) ..Hehe..I dun mind waking u up every morning..=) hehex..coz ure my laogong mar..hehex..where will count wif u geh ler?hehex..im ur laopo mar ^_^ rite?~hehexx...hehe..scare 1 day i no call u ?hehex..i wont de..=) ..muackSs...i promise laogong,i will take care of laogong forever~..be laogong de best laopo..14 ai 13 ~..remember orhx.!!hahax..oh ya,yesterday my dad didnt ask me whose the guy who call me..but now (1.30pm) he asked me who is dat guy..hahax..i said ask oral de thing geh..hahax..lolzz..=) hehex..blekxx..hehex..so miss u now arh!!..cham ler..later got tuition tim.~..haihz..sure very sienx de lorhx..=( hahax..but nvm la..think of baobei then not sien leh lol..=) ni shi wo de baobei..yong yuan dou shi wo baobei orhx!! zhi dao ma?hehex..=) ..wo da ying ni,wo bu hui luan xiang liao..wo yeh hui ai je ni,ru guo ni zhen de bu yao wo,wo dou hui yong yuan dou ai ni yi ge ba liao..bu hui gai bian de ai qing..!! ..zhi dao ma laogong?! =)..muaxx..hehe..ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai aiiii niiii~~.. =) ..hehex..i dun care watever happens,i will love u til the end of my life..i swear it again =)..muacksSss..=)..laogong arhx..today get my english paper back jor..hahax..so happy...i get 80 lerhx..hahax..i tot i will get around 60++ nia..coz i wrote the essay shorter than others..but others longer than mine oso get lower than me.i really @@ jor lor..cham mou~~..=( ..lolx..mm..hehehxx..muackss..now miss dear again..wan call baobei,but baobei working..nvm lorr..i dunwan call sin~=)..hehex..later only call lor..hope baobei will sms me orhx..=).hehex..the weather like wana rain again..haihx..everytime rain rain rain..hope tomolo no rain la..if rain,duno how to pray liaox..cham cham~..hehex..=) ..muackssss!!! baobeiiii~~~..wo zhen de hen ai hen ai hen ai ni!!..today is our 5th day couple,we still yet so happy together..hehehx..=) ..muackss..i will love u no matter how u treat me ~=)..hehex..im so happy to have u by my side..eventhough cant c u everyday,but you r always in my heart forever~~=)..hehex..lOl ..loVee uu~u..kekekexx!!Miss u orhx..

love u baobei~--

13..
14..

forever love=) always n forever~~

continued 3rd may..

Hmm..i jz came back from my aunt house..just said goodbye to my baobei gash..i miss him so much now..sob sob..he said he very tired ..i thought of going gai gai wif him de..but he tired..so i let him go home rest lor..yesterday nite relli sorry..coz i didnt let u sleep..sorry sorry sorry..but when i look at u while ure sleeping..u really look very cute..hehex..muaxx..love u baobei~..sorry ar..yesterday i very happy..coz u came to my party..hehe..i was very touched oso lerh!..hehe..=)..emm..i really canot lose u..hehe..i wont be so childish ler..=)..hehe..i promise u..i will take care of u well when i know how to drive..hehe..that time i go n find u lor..not u cum find me lor..hahax..ok?promise u!..muackss..hehe..hope u love the barly that i boiled for u..hehex..=)..muackss..i will boil more for u..hhe..work but dun work til u become weak..ok?hehex..=)..really enjoyed yesterday..can ...with u..hehex..and many many things that we did together so happilly..=)..i wont forget May 3rd..u brought me happiness..=)..hehex..much and much deeper..that never ends..=)..hehex..i will appreciate u well de!..i wont leave u alone and let u face problem alone!..no matter wat i oso wana be by ur side de!!..=) i promise !!..our love never ends!!..i promise u i wont ask u go kao any other gal gal that u saw ok?hehehx..eventhough she is pretty..i wont!..i swear..!!..gong..i love u so much!!..miss ur hug and kisses everyday..i hope i can meet u soon again!..hehex..=)=) love u alot alot alot alot alot..!! endless love !!..i wan our relation to last forever and ever !!..ever !!!!..no matter what happen,we wont separate!!..thats our promises..ok?hehex..muackss..love u!!..gong..wo ai ni 13 14.i will support u in ur job..and hope u can own a company by ur self 1 day..hehex..=)..love u forever gong.!!...muacksSSsss!!!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Lubbb baobeii~


Muacksss..loVe my baobeiiI so mUCh~=) ...hehex...The pic above is my hand lai de orhx...hehex..I love my baobei gash so much orhx..hehex..miss him day and nite..every day,every moment,every minute,every seconds..i will non stop missing my ba0beii~zui shen ai de baobei ~..=) ..hehe..bu ke neng mei you ni.ni yong yuan dou zai wo xin li mian,wo men de ai bu hui pian~.kekex..:) laogong arh!..miSs u euuuuu~~....love u love u love u love u love u love u love you love u love u love you love u love you ..

lurb u.lurve u.lubbb u..lov u.love u(L) u..laff u..lubbbb u..lurbbbb u...love you..lurb you,lurve u..(L) you,lov you.laff you..muackk..muaxx..muackss..muakzzz..muaCkSszzz..muAkZzzzzzzz

to show u that im not copying these n paste de orhx..muaxxx

baobeiiiii 4ever n ever~

Laogong~ hehex..today is a cold,rainy day..hehex=) ..immortality de song very nice lerhx..hehex=)..2 more days i going to malacca jor lur..=) ..hehex..sure very sienx when on the way in da car..hehex..but once a year..nvm lorr..hahax..burn some cd n listen in da car=) ..hehex..so 1 day i cant read laogong de blog liaox=(..sob sob.sad sad orhx..hehex..BluEKx..i wan u,my baobei forever~..hehex..Tis morning so early woke my ba0bei up..sorry orhx..hehex..=(..now jiu 2.33 pm lor..chatting wif my baobei,listening songs =P ..hehex..my brain all full of my baobei only lerhx now.~ hehe..how arhx?today i told my daddy i got invite guys to my bday party,he look at me so shocked..lolx..sweat..hEng!! ..wrong to invite guys de mah?haha..maybe he anti guys and wan me to be lesbian~..cham lor..baobei!!..help!!i dunwan be lesbian!!..later lesbian liao canot be wif my baobei ~cham cham..i dunwan..

hahax..my skol hor..a guy lar..malay guy..he very friendly 1..hahax..he pakto wif a gal..chindian..chinese+indian geh..2 of them look so weird..hahax..but 2 oso dark dark skin de..so *chan*=(....kekekex....at 1st i dun believe them together de..i tot de guy "chui sui" only..hahax..mana tau..today i saw them together ..whahaa..tomorrow go ask him..hahax..LoLx..=)..yier..tomorrow friday liaox..sienx lerh...time past so fast lerhx..hehex..so happy..blekx..i hope laogong wont damdai me alone here orhx..hehex..~*currently listenin my heart will go on* hahax..last time i dun like all tis song..once im in love wif my baobei,i love *love songs* adi..hahxa..weird hor?loLX..maybe its the love power that influenced me ..hahax..=) wan me become more romantic..actually hor,baobei ar..u reli reli very sweet de ler..when u call *laopo* hehex..=) ..i love to hear orhx..kekekex...my voice oso not that sweet marh..hehex..blekxx..blekkx..hehex..
today spoke mandarin in skol..look so weird lehh!..hahax.my fren keep laugh at me je..sob sob lehh..=(..hehex..k lorr..i stop here ler..haha..muaxx..thats all for the day,wait for the hot menu tomorrow =)..muahxx...forever in love with gash baobeii!! baObeii!`` ni shi wo yong yuan zui ai de nan ren!! =)..
4ever love

4ever love appears in my life again,
without worries,
fate..
appears again,
make me become confidence,
to involve myself to love someone,
i really thx to god,
that GOD gave me a good baobei laogong.
i will appreciate him ...
now and forever~..
thx..
i lOve gaSh~..I love u and i really really love u~..muackzz

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

ba0beiii 13



The guy above named gys .He is my lovely baobeii~The 1st time i knew him,i can feel that he is a friendly guy.I remembered when i sms him the 1st time,he is driving to his friend's house at nite.I made him nearly...lucky nth had happen~=) ..god bless =)..ehehe..that time he went to his friend house n discuss something,after that ,he played some game.While the day is reaching midnite,he went yam cha.and i sms+ called him.1st time call him,feel so shy.hahax.Den after the day,the next day,we smsed =) .den i expressed something to him.And he say slowly..hahax..=) guess wat i expressed lor..=) hahax..2 days later,we coupled.When the day he told me..aha.i was very happy,even cant sleep at nite=P hehex..that was the happiest day ever after.=).i think my life wouldn't be sad anymore with his appearence in my life.=) ..i just hope to have good & sweet memories wif my LoVely gaShz~ =P ,all i wan is happiness and say NO to sadness.i really appreciate our love alot~We had coupled for almost 3 days,without arguments~=P..are we sweet enough~?hehex..=) ..I Just love him with my whole heart,without regrets.i swore that i will love him til the day im gone from the world.i will only love u ,gash.

aS daY goes by,
my love towards u have gone deeper and deeper,
my love towards u,never fade,
it will sail til the end of the world,
as it sails,
it creates alot happy memories between us,
it will be n0 arguments between us,
in our relationship,there's a word named TRUST.

MUACKSSSSS

.I LOVE GASH!!

Love My baobei deeper and deeper each dAyz..=)

We're so in love~=) .hmm.yesterday chat wif my baobei at 10 pm.He's so gud..he played game from 6-10 pm den after 10 pm ,he gave me own all his time=) .so happy n so sweet ler..=) yeah baobei...i really canot lose u de lor..hehex..i give u my address den u will come n see me quietly ar?scare scare nehx.=) ..muaxxx.hehex..yea..i wont lie u de orhx..=).im loyal to u only.=) u and only u~..muackSs..umm..today in school,my friend told me that a guy wana kao me.i told u on the phone adi jz now=) hehex..i didnt accept him orhx..=) ..coz i know i got a gud n lovely bao bei adi..i wont accept other ppl geh lorhx.=) bluekx..i only wana be wif u lerhx..how good if just the both of us live in dis world?hehex..blekx..can 2 yan sai gai ler..=) bluekk

umm..nw i think baobei is bz lor..coz no reply sms.=( ..nvm lor..working is important..=) hehex..i wont mind de orhx..as long as im still in baobei's heart=) ..hehex..ure really important and meaningful to me~=)hehex..love u muchx muchx..=)..hehe..today i dun have any tuitions..but my brother giving tuitions to my friendz..hehex..=) ..mmm..2.10 pm now..just sitting down here looking at baobei de pics..hehex..missing baobei very very very very very very much..my baobei very sweet de orhx..sweeter than honey orhx.!! =) kekex..

i think i had found my right true love.=) .i wont give up on u de!!I will love u no matter wat!!..=) ..no matter ure poor,rich,thin,fat or watever ,ure always belongs to me..forever & ever~ YOU ARE MINE! GYS & CPK foreverz!=)..ehex..blekx..ok ler..now i wana sms darling ad..see darling got reply me anot lerhx..hehex..if no reply then i wont kacau darling sin de lorhx..=) hehex..=) baobei bao bei~.wo zhen de hen ai hen ai hen ai hen ai hen ai hen ai hen aiiiiiii niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

GASH,I LOVE YOU~ 13 14 ^_^

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

sweet ba0bei gaSh~






Laogong,missing u again now orhx..=) ..hehe..keep write blog or..so many thing to write..hehex..(: i think this blog will up to the day i die..wakaka..MuacKs...hard to find a guy like my baobei..~i'll do anything just for my baobei~.ANYTHING that i can.i would ever sacrifice for him 2..itz just bcause i love him very much.Baobei,hope u know watever i do,its true from my heart.no lies..^_^ hehex..i hope i can make u become a xinfu guy=) ehex..just wan u to be happy wif me 4ever..anything that u not satisfied wif me,u must tell me ok?promise oh..~muaCksss~

15 more mins,baobei play game lorhx..then i go be zhu zhu for 1 hour..hehex..hope baobei can wake me up at 7pm orhx..hehex..ngek ngek..play game remember dun say badwordx oh baobei..canot yai yai arhx..=) hehex..blekxx=) ai ni ai dao she xin ta di =) hehex..ai ni yi wan nian~kekex

i hope baobei can come to my bday party orhx.hope to see euu there=) kekex..=) ..have to make it early,coz my bday is on weekday..so cham~=(..hehex..that time sure alot ppl de..cham cham~..hahax..bro fren got 20++ lolx..dad fren maybe 10..my family got 10..hahax..=) plus bro gf n cousin gf = 12..plus my bf=13 ..wahahax.. =) bluekxxx..=) ..waiting to see laogong so patiently..hehex..baobei foreverx!! =) ..blekx.. k lar..i better go back to msn chat wif baobei sin.later baobei gtg jor..hehex=)..
dun play game til forget to eat ur dinner orhx..=) ta ni pi gu de arkx..=) ..hehex..love u baobei ~..4ever love~~

muackSs...wo ai ni~

Sweet and hAppy daYz..^_^







Today,went tuition and sms wif my baobei (it was jz a calling name at 1st) .Cause im in love with him.Umm..den 4pm i went tuition til 6pm.when i came home,i saw his sms..den we sms til the nite =) hehe..and 9 pm..we had some agreement..hehe..If wana noe,ask my baobeii lorr..=) blekx..

we coupled on 31st march o8 and im so happy today.I really cant sleep today..hehe..too happy jor =) .and i oso cant imagine that he will accept me as his gf.=) really love him alot =) ..hehex..love him til de end of my lyfe!!..cant live without him..~realli need him to be my other half that can accompany me til the end of my life =)Thx god for giving me a gud bf =) really appreciate him alot orhx!! hehex

Felt so hangfuk being wif him.Just only 1 day couple adi so sweet..i think we will be sweeter when we r old =)..hehe..i hope our relation can sail til the end of my life..really love him alot~i need him to be by my side =) now n ForeveRx! 31o3o8 foreverx oh baobeii~~never regret knowing u in my life (: ..wo ai ni orh 13 14 ~

wo men de ai qing bu hui bian de!,
you yi tian,wo xi wang ni ke yi zhuo wo laogong,
wo hui ai je ni,
ai dao lao,
bu hui fang qi ni,
yuan liang ni ru guo ni dui bu qi wo,
zhi ying wei wo hen ai hen ai ni.

laogong,Wo ai ni~ zhuo wo laogong 1314 hao ma?=) mwahxxx