31st August 2008

Today is happy merdeka..so..MERDEKA MERDEKA!! =) LOLX..today actually is me and my baobeii gash de 5th month anniversary...We met ystday adi lor..hehe..every aniversary oso got meet lor..so happy..but..when i spm that time nov cant meet for anniversary lor..sob sob..sure sad sad..but nvm..we r still young rite..alot time more for us..to pakto..hehehe...Miss bibi so much now..bibi..although i hurt u so much all these while..but i swear to myself that i wana change my attitude...i wana be the old nicole that always love tis bibi gash so much..hehe..muacks..bibi...i love u ...bi..i will change everything for u..even change my face..wakaka..=)..muackss bibi..i love u..forever love de..!! forever also wont let u go away from my hand..hehehe..i hope i will be ur hangfuk de laopo forever and ever!!!no matter wat..die oso die together..bury oso must bury with u de o!!! u noe ma?!muacksss!!!!

bibi,

i tot bibi go back kepong..coz i close his phone jz now..i keep call bibi..but cant..sob sob..then his kakak say he go out jor..i so sad..i cried...cried..cried..until now..7.45 til now..i really scared bibi dunwan me liao..scare bibi dunwan me forever..i really very scare..cry until my eyes swollen jor..i really scare bibi will leave me alone...i dunwan to be alone..bibi..i love u..dun dam dai me pls..bibi..=(..i really cant lose u..now still crying..cant stop..bibi..=(..sad..i love u..dun dump me..plss....bibi..i really duwan to lose u

Mrs bibi love mr bibi

Mr bibii!! ..mr bibi went to kepong yam cha lor..sure late come back liao..sob sob..tis afternoon bibi suppose to go yam cha de..but after receive a disappoint sms from mrs bibi..then mr bibi dunwan go liao..sob sob..bibi ar..dun like that lo..i realy no angry u ok?muackss..love u so much leh!!..hehe..now 6.42pm..hehe..nth to do lor..jz sitting down here miss bibi..i think later i will play psp lor..bibi ar..aihx..hate my mom leh..how ar?sighh..=(..bibi ar..i really need u to be by my side lor..hope u wont dump me oo..hehe..i really really cannot lose u lor..u noe ?hehe.... blekkx..bibi arhh..hehe..i wan lolipop!!! ..haha..can ma??hehehe...blek..bibi ahh..see u on9..haha..feel wan chat with u..but ure not infront of the comp..today u promise me go home sleep de a..dun lie me ooo..hehe..okok??muackss..now i watching tv.nth to watch lol..haha..biii..haha..looking at our pics..so sweet..haha..=).i really miss bibi de hug hug le..hiak hiak..so warm n nice de bibi de hug hug..hehehe.bibi de kiss kiss oso sweet worr..hehehe...=) wana kiss bibi dunwan let bibi go lor..hehehe..hold u tight in myy arms..hehehe.+p wakakaka..hehe..bibi ah..i stop here lo..later continue again.muackss..love u!!!

Love bibi

biiii..i miss u so much..haha..i think dunwan tell u i write blog lo..give u suprise..haha..muackss muackss..love u so muchiee..later 4 pm tuition..so sienx..haha..muackss..miss uu..yesterday meet u di..so happy..i promise u de thing yesterday i can do it de!!..trust me..hehe..hope ure not angry a me anymore lor..bibi ar...heheh..so happy lor..that thursday de thing..haha..muacks..most happy thing in my life is havin a bf like u..hehe..2nd is can see u everyday..hehehe..muackss..miss bibii...bibi ar...tomolo continue this blog coz..stomach pain now..xD

Huhu!!

Friday : 12.10PM
miss gong.....talking with bibi on the phone..made me sot sot jor liao lor..haha..sob sob..bibi wan serve customer dunwan serve me..wuwu..hehe..=)..muackss..lovee uuu...bibi..miss u so much~..close bibi phone jor..wakakaka..haha..dunwan bibi get scold..so i off lor..hehe..now listening song..the power of love..hehe..muackss..i just hope bibi july can come kepong stay oo..so miss bibi now..hehe..argue..oso let dao bibi tham me....>.< wakaka..hehe..muackss....lol ....yesterday argue again...but after heard the story..haha..so touch...the small gal so kelian..mm..wuwu..today kepong area my aunt house there..opposite got robber..then the police chase after the robber..then the robber dunwana come out den the police shoot..walao.my aunt saw dao..so scare..lolX..mm..now nth to do wo...just listening songs..wuwuw..bibi ar..today take report card ..T_T..so sienx..haha..my kor say wan format the desktop..but havent format..sot sot de la him..haha.these few days my kor de fren no stay at my house..so gud..haha..he stay with his gf.lol..^^..blek..muackss..now jus received bibi de message..haha..wan reply anot lerh?haha..dunwan reply~..haha..blek..jkjk..mm.haha..bibi scold me o in sms..say me not si wen..wuwuwu..i very chou lou de le..ha..ha..bibi ar..we together almost 3 months lor..i really hope can forever..but yesterday i hurt u again..dui bu qi..wo zhen de bu xiang de oo..hope bi dun angry lor...hehe..bibi ar..sigh..i thinking..i shud put more effort at studies..i tell my mom i wan learn chef yesterday after spm..den she say c hows my result sin lor..wuwu..bi ar..u think i study wat good for me leh?mm?i really very fan about that future thing..study in sec skol is good de..but 1 thing not good is no freedom lo..sob sob..summore canot drive..4 more mths spm..den after that i learn driving lo..den..maybe end of the year follow my dad go outstation..whole family go kuala terengganu..hehe..hope i kena Ns lor..coz i really feel wan gam fei..hehe..=)..but when i go nS ad..bibi dun yai yai ar..dun kao lui arr..dun kap lui arr..haha..dun dota oo..haha..blekk..that time i wish bibi can go to the ns place n visit me lor..hehe..if bibi really do so..i really really happy de..yesterday bibi promise me adi..mei yi tian dou yao gei wo yi ge kai xin de memory..haha..i keep wondering..wat memory bi will give me and can give it everyday de leh?haha..talk sweet sweet on phone doesnt counted as happy memory wo..haha..blek..muacks muacks..bibi ar..now 12.10 pm oni..i feel like wan to sleep..so tired..haha..after tis blog i sleep lor..muackss...miss bibi so much now..~..how ar?bibi ar!!!..wuwuwu~...muackss..i really miss bibi de hug hug lo..hehe..hope bibi can give me hug hug..hehe..=)..feel warm when bibi hug me.. =)..bi arh..i think the blog long enuff liao de lor..haha..eye wan close jor..hehehe..bibi wont angry me de hor..blekk...=)..miss bibi now..wan c bibi when i open my eyes..hehe..miss bibi everyday ,everyminute,every second..mmuackss..bibi..wo ai ni..=) 13!!..july come kepong stay ah!!..hehehe..muacksss..biii.........

ZZZZZZ

SUNDAY-haih.just argue with gong.dunno wat happen to me..sigh..maybe i wrong..i think i hurt him very very much d..i oso told u bfor..in phone i duno how to tam ppl de..so sorry..i oso dunno..i just felt u still got something keeping secret behind me de..summore say u everything oso got tel me...i realli dun believe that u told me all lo..but now i see ur blog..i really really didnt think wrong...u really got thing no tell me..is got a gal wana kao u in RO..sigh..i dunno ler..u oso changed ad ma..i really dunno wat happen to our relationship..aihx..bfor we everyday argue i really think that we can really last ever..but now..i duno ler.let the god make decision ba..i oso told u bfor..u tahan me oso got limit de la..now ur limit oso reach the top jor..rite?i know..dun nid to tam me so much la..not worth it de la...sigh..and..if ur fren ask u dota..go oni ba...thats ur life..u shud go dota..i really dunwan ctrl u so much..i dunwan ur fren say u useless..everyday gf gf..sigh..and..the RO gal wan kao u..if u realy feel that u be with me no happiness..then u try accept her ba..aih..an u told me bfor..ur RO all guy..no gal de..tis is a lie or wat?sigh..dunno ler...dunwan think too much..i dun dare to think too much and too far adi..maybe u think im not as sweet as last time..aihh..i oso dunno...i just hope nth will happen.sorry for everything.ur hand..i hope no injured..sorry ..i angry..i wont ask anything de..so sorry..maybe if u dun forgive me ..oso nvm la..i dun hope for a forgive .i just hope ure happy with urself..if u do something dat can make urself happy..i will support u..hope u really really happy..12 pm..i oso dunno wat to do..nth to do..nvm la..maybe i go find my kai didi keng gai lor..duno ler..anything lar..zzzz...sienx...tata

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Hmm..let me start my blog here..haiz..now gong gong dota-ing..lol..nvm lar..he so long didnt dota liao..so let him lor..hehe..yesterday is my most happiest day..i think i dunwan mention it here..haha..=) muackss..miss my gong so muchiee...hehe..now alone at home again..bro go yam cha..zzz..haha..dun dare watch dvd now..later dun dare sleep lol...aaha..tomolo watch with mommy..lolx..swt@@lalala..tomolo parents back lo..den monday got skol lor..sighhH!!..sienxxx..~~den get back exam results..scare scare!!!..hope no fail ler..sob sob..!!!zzz..gong gong..now por no mood liao..haha.coz gong gong dota..por por miss gong so much leh..but nvm lar..i let gong dota de..hehe..nvm nvm..i wait u..hehe..byebyee.

Gong...

Gong..sorry..jz now fa pi qi abit..aihxx..dunno why..i just scared u got problem mar..den i will be very lonely..i dunwan u to have any problem ler! ..=( .m..sorry coz i closed ur phone for 2 times..im really sorry..forgive me pls.and when i call u...u heard dao msn..coz i sit infront comp..n u saw bz status..coz i watching Survivors law..finish watch whole chapter liao lor..=)..haix..damn hate the noel..=.= zzz..D.I.E oso hate her..Survivors law oso hate her!!..zzZ..lol..mm..i love u so much gong !!..i need u to be by my side forever..but sometimes im thinking that did i kacao dao u ?fan u too much?do u feel fan when ure on the phone with me?that i always ask u this and that..?hehe..today continue..duno how many days adi lor..haha..anyway..yesterday meet gong gong adi..im so happie..gong gong so good..call u go den u go liao..ehhe..muacks muacks..mm..but i made gong gong sad yesterday..i never see gong gong that sad de lor..sighhh..gong gong very very angry..i so scare..but i still run away from him..den i saw him wana go away jor..so i chase him bak lor..haha..=)..gong gong..sorry ar...i wont do that again..i know i hurt u badly..sighh..sorry sorry gong gong..=) i dun mean it..hehe..after that gong gong forgive me liao..then we went to jusco supermarket and buy things..hehe..we play catch catch in da supermarket..haha..run here run there..blekk..then kissed gong gong inside..haha..=)mm..den we walk around ..sooo...tired ler the leg..haha..=)..muackss muackss...mm..den after that i went toilet..coz stomach pain=.= lol..mm..den around 2 something gong gong go back work lor..hehe..so bu she de gong gong go back ler..~~kekeke..~..but have to let gong gong back oso lor..hehe..who ask me to sayang him so much meh~..haha..muackss..gong gong ar...muackss..missss uu~~hehe..now listening song..our story..the tension sing de..very very nice lerh..hehe..muackss ..gong gong ar...wahlao..jz now wake up from sleep..so sweaty..dunno why..ahha..maybe yesterday no on aircond sleep..ahaha..=) ..muackss..miss u so muchiee now,..love u !!..take care oo~~

Love gong..Happy 31st may2008

GonG..i really very happy today..what i wished had come true..hehe..i hope to give u a sweet sweet kiss on our anniversary day..and today i had kissed u..haha..im so happy that u really came to find me after work..im so touched..muakss..love u gong..but i noe u work adi sure very tired..but still come n find me..really T_T touched.Gong ar..i love u very very very much u noe..today is the n most happiest day ever..=)muackss.hehe..i miss ur hug,kiss and everything..heh..especially ur lovely smile =) hehe..remember bring me back those bottles the next time u come oo..hehe..muackss..=)..hehe..wahh..today gong gong reached quite early thou..haha..really suprise that gong gong came..=)..hehe..i wont forget today de.i will always remember our most happy dayz.hehe...today u hug me n say u miss me..i really very very happy..hehe..i oso miss u very very much..althou chances for us to meet now will be less..but my love towards u will never fade and never change..all i need is u and only u..no other ppl that can replace u in my heart..ure forever number 1 in my heart..hehehe..=) muackss..gong r...hope everytime u eat the cookies u willl think of me..hehe..i will always miss u and love u no matter wat i do,where i am..haha..=P muacks muacksss =) i noe got 1 month more u work and then open shop..hehe..i will wish u all the best and support u..hehe..hope our love will never change oo.dun leave me alone...i cant lose u..today my gor ask me...worth anot i tou tou mo mo pakto with u?i answered him..ITS WORTH..COZ I REALLY LOVE MY GONG..IT WILL NEVER CHANGE..EVENTHOU MY PARENTS WANA BLOCK ME..I WONT GIVE UP ON U DE..I WILL PUT MY EFFORT AND LOVE + CARE TO BE WITH U..I WONT HURT U DE.!!!hehe..muackss..=) muacks...gong gong..ure really my true love..forever n ever de good laogong..u belonged to me forever de u know?hehe...hehehe..muackss..love u gong..k la..i go sleep lorr..hehe..i noe gong gong sleeping like a pig pig now.hehe..muackss..love u..good nite..take care ur mouth ooo =).hehehe....muackss...=) kekeke..love u forever n ever..til i die de day=) tata

love u forever gong..
por por will always love u!!!

Happy 2 month anniversary..

Gong..Im so happy that we had already be together for 2 months..i hope our relationship can last long oo..hehe.=) muackss..hehe..love gong gong forever..=)..hehe..yesterday por whole afternoon no choi gong gong..sorry o..maybe i think too much adi lo..ehe..sorry gong..dun angry por oo..i know gong gong tai yan yao tai leong de..haha.hehe..i just hope every anniversary i can give gong gong a sweet sweet kiss..but now cant..sob sob..but in da future..hehehe..sure can de..muackss..gong gong ar..i needu by my side..even 1 second u didnt choi me,i sure miss u very very very muchiee lorr..hehe....realli canot live without u !!..hehe...no gong = no por..muackss...love u gong..!!

GOnG..love u!!

12.20 am..gong ar..now waiting time pass..haha..7 hours more ler..how ?haha..nvm la..said adi tonite dunwan sleep..so i will stay awake til 7 am de..hehe.muackss..lol..mm..duno when can meet gong gong ler..so miss gong gong..wan hug hug gong now oso cant..wuwu..gong gong ar..now listening some sad songs..mm..think bout last time..i really hate all of my ex..jz say only la..dun jealous oo..hehe..i really hate them very very much..especially when they hurt my heart that time..haih..=(..but now...i have found my zhen ming tian zi..hehe..and is u..my lovely gash gong gong..hehe..muacks..Gong ar..i really really thx alot to u...coz u treat me really really good..i really really love u very much~!...thx for all ur care and love..i appreciate it alot!!..we will forever ever be together ..=) so gud ler..if i live with gong gong now..wat also no nid fan..hehe..everyday bside gong gong ..help gong an mo...i really xin tong see gong work til so hard..gong ar..no matter wat is ur decision..wan kap with who open shop i oso will support u ok!? i really really miss the day we were together ..hehe...can smile n laugh so happily together..~hehe..now juz finish c ur photos..mm..wa..ur cousin..say we bu yao lian..swt@@..zha dao him 99..argh...wth?lolx...=.=sob sob..so many mosquitoes bite me now..so ...itchy.sob ..gong ar..missing u nowww...miss u 99..aix...muackss..love u so much!!..gud nite..i stop here ba..hehe..take care ur mouth..drink more water arr...

i miss u gong..

GonG..i love u so muchiee..sorry for yesterday...i not suppose to argue with u..aihz..really felt guilty..walao..these few days didnt morning call u..sorry..stupid alarm..haih..today i dunwan sleep..aha..den can morning call gong gong liao lo..muackss muackss..hehe..now thinking of gong gong only lo..=(..hehe..muahxxx...wan hug hug gong gong..so miss gong de hug..=(..wuwu....duno when oni can meet gong gong nehx?wuwu..my aunt going to dye her hair again..duno when..in 1u..haha..u wana come ?but u working..cant come..wuwu..haha..nvm la..see when she go dye 1st..haha..maybe next month...hehe..2 more days then we happy 2months anniversary lor..=)..muackxx.ehe..hope gong gong happy with por por lor..=)..i dunwan gong gong sad..but i always make gong sad de..so im a bad por ..wuwu...everytime i make gong sad..por will feel guai guai de..haha..some kind of weird feeling de ..gong gong..i wait for u to earn more money ..then i can marry gong liao lorr..=) that time sure very hang fuk liao..haha..most hangfuk..now oso hang fuk liao ler can be with gong..=)..hehe..i wont give up our relationship!..hehe..dayz by dayz pass by...its gonna be the month of june liao..hehe..june..5 more months then is my spm liao..wakaka..that time..when wana meet gong oso can jor lor!!..whee..=) happy happy..hahax...gong ar..i just waiting to drive..den whenever i wana meet u oso can liao lor..hehe..is dat gud?hahax..wait ar.i go wake my bro up sin..back liao..walao..make me@@ damn angry man..fcuk him!!..zzz..sorry..rude word..keke..yesterday nite i sad sad..i read back our sms ..bfor we couple de..haha..quite sweet oso worr..=P blek..aha..i think gong gong adi deleted all the old sms hor?haha..nvm lor..blekk...i just wan to be with gong gong happily..hehehe..nth can break us up..wah..gong de msn keep in and out..yawnn..@@ hahax..gong ar...i will love u forever ..hehehe..=)..saranghaeyo!!!muackss....ehe..now listening song to cool myself down..hate my bro larh..aiyooo..aihxx..gong gong...now 11.06 am only..dunno wat to do again.>.< ..sob sob..hahax..tonite got tuition..gong will wait me back de orh?hehehe..muahsss...love gong muchieeee..gong gong my zui ai de nan ren..hehe..the ah gong ah por is us ..forever de us..hehehe..=)..i love u gong..por now very very very sien..haha..go friendster see gong de pic sin..=)..muackss..love u..byebye gong i love u forever... porpor

sighh.

11.48 pm..Wednesday..
Dunno why nowadays keep argue with gong..im really a bad gf..i hate myself..why i cant be normal abit?aihx..everytime also i stArt argue de..aih..i dun hope our relationship will happen anything..aihx..i duno wat to do now...so sad..so fan..and so@@..aihx...i just know i love u..i wont say break up with u.. so sorry that i made u so sad today..wat i had promised..i have broken it..such as..close ur phone..aihxx.=( that shows how bad am i..sorry..i dun meant to hurt u..i really love u..i wish i could let u have hapy dayz..but..i dun think i can do it..coz i had made u become very sad..sad sad..aihxx..really sorry gong..i just want u to be happy..is tat hard?sob sob..im so sad..i continue cry ler..tata...love u..muackss

Sad..=(

9.33pm.

gong went yam cha..zzz =.= .aihx..so sad..just nw msn with gong..he read my blog ..den say me with him coz break record only..haihx..i see he say this to me..i really hurt dao..=( sigh..really very sad..so i no choi him lo..sigh..now oso still sad..duno la..thinking alot of thing now..really fan..@@ sighh...=( so sad..feel like crying..=( haihh...i dunno wat shud i do..maybe u think i angry coz i xiao qi baa..watever laa...@@ dun wana care..

tata..zzz

Guilty Tuesday~

GonG gong..sorry sorry..didnt morning call u..my stupid phone silent jor..forget change..aihxx..yesterday got set alarm de..sob sob..sorry..i feel so sad no morning call u..hahax..lol =)..muaxx..gong gong sure working now lorr..=)..me just sitting down here nth to do..hah..miss gong gong very very much le!!later maybe continue watch D.I.E lor..haha..=) the disc 3 remember borrow me oo..hehe..muackss..kam sek leong yun..wuwu..i oso wan see the last 2 chapter =(..sob sob..dunno the ending..=(..hahax...gong gong ar..=)..after june then gong very very free jor lor..rest at home..hahax..den got time pei por =) so happy...haha..but that time gong oso nid to find other job lor..hehe ..=)..september only open shop..hehe..then can be lao pan liao lor..=) so gud =P..hehe..muackss..por will + u in Spm..den got driving license liao den can go out with gong gong !!!! =)..hehehehe..that time happy dao ..@@ blekk!!..muackss..keke.wahh..gong every morning drink milo de ar?nt sien meh?hahax..lolz..long time me no boil barley jor lor..=( wuwuwu...T_T..hehe..wan boil soon d..so free at home nth to do..hahax..study awhile then sien adi..den continue again..hahax..=)..gong gong ..now 10.20 am..haha..alone downstairs..bro sleeping..hm..if today can c gong gong den good lor..but cant..T_T ..wuwu..how good if i can live together with gong gong only in the world..ahha..but sure sien sei..coz no friends to talk to..hahax..=)..blekk...everyday also "bla bla bla" haha..not sien horr?blekkzz... =P .mm..today got tuition..replace de..lazy to go leh..sob sobxx..hahax..maybe go maybe no go..yawnn~..sienx..hahax..gong gong today got war oh..i think i better go ba..haha..if not later see 4 walls..hahax..muackss..blekkzz...gong today ur turn to call me orhx..hahaha..=)..bleakzzz..wahaha~~!!...hmmphhh..i wan i wan!!..=( ..wuwu..but cannot..hahax..lalala..duno why i keep listening red hot chilli pepper de song..haha..wonder is it dat nice?hahax..no sien de wo i keep listen..haha..sot sot dei jorr..hahax..=)..muacksss..gong r..i love u soo sooo sooo muchieeee...hehe..forever dun leave me alone ooo..hehe.. cannot live without u..we coupled for 1 month 27 days ad..hehe..4 more days den 2 month jor..=)..so fast.hahax..dunno can break my record last time anot ler..5 months..>.< hahax..lol..i wan with gong gong til i die de orh!..u cham lorr..i wont let u go anymore lor..i will glue to u every minute,second ..haha..be like super glue..wont let u run away anymore..=)..i wont lose this good relationship that easy de..really de..the day i start this relationship with u..im happy..i never been this happy bfor in a relationship..i really reaLLY do need u..i know my life without u is very difficult to go on..=)..hehex..i really very xinfu be with u. and can be ur laopo po....=)..hehe..muackss..we will be together forever and forever de orh!!..=)..i really love u ..gash..
wo ai ni 13 14...

love u de por always have u in her heart,mind
ur por por is waiting for u to come back ..
muackss..love u...so much gash!!..

gong..wo ai ni yi bei zi!!..
yong yuan bu hui li kai ni.
mei tian dou rang ni kai kai xin xin
bu hui fen li...
muacksss....

drink more water and take care oo..go check check gong de stomach ler..why always pain pain de??por xin tong ler~~

muacksssssss

love u !

GonG..happie burfday to ur daddy..hehe.=).mwahx..love u so much gong..miss u also..hehe..tonite still duno wan go aunt there stay or not..haha..lazy go..lolx..wahh..jz now back from metro prima around 3pm..den download songs til now..haha..organise those songs into its own folder..haha..my brain abit sot sot jor..haha ..blek..now gong gong driving car go home lor..haha..=)..mwahx..jz now i downloaded quite alot of nice songs..haha..but quite alot also not nice de..hahax..mwahx..miss gong gong so muchiee..=)..mm..just now bought some sweets lol..haha..nth to do..den buy whole packet..my kor kor eat so many..haha..xD..lolx..mm..and then jz now went to buy the glossy paper to print photo de..hahax =)..xD..lucky not really expensive de..=)..hehe..now wait gong gong go home lor..hehe..wan 7 pm liao lor..hehe..nvm lar..today gong gong de daddy bday so i bei min ur daddy..haha..dunwan kacau u lor..=)..blekkxx.. =P =P..yai yai de por ..haha..muacks..gong like yai yai de por de ma?hehehe..or u like guai guai de por? =x..aih..later i oso wan go bath jor..haha..my bed still got ur smell worr..haha..how ar?? =P..haha..everyday go smell..haha..like bian tai ppL =) hahax..nolar..i smelt it when i sleep de..haha..ur shirt de smell lai de =)..blekk..mwahxx..gong gong ar..haha..everytime smell bed then think of u liao..haha..miss u ler..everytime think of u..do wat also think of u only..wakaka..hehe..i planning to read my sejarah text book this holiday..hahax..hope when skol reopen if got test,i can score well lor..hehe...hehe..muahxx..i really hope to get good results lor..gong gong will support por d hor?keke..=)...everytime see gong gong ,por felt so happie in heart hehe...cant imagine without gong gong =)..hehe..mwahx..ok ler..i go bath sin..love u..muaxhxx.continue later or tomoro.love u sooo muchieee..

tata gong~ =)

23rd may~..

1.37pM..

As day goes by..there were alot of things had happened..But it didnt affect the relationship between me and my gong gong.tis shows how much i love my gong now..=)..if im the nicole last 2 years..maybe u will think im a playgurl..coz i didnt used my whole heart to love a person..that is becoz my heart had been hurt badly by someone..mm..but now...i agree that gong gong had changed me into another person..i think its to the good side..=)..hehe..and yes it is..hehe..i had never regretted being together wif my gong gong..i really dun dare to start this relationship at 1st..i scared gong gong will reject me..but to get my own happiness,i dun care anything..i just go and express my feeling to gong gong..but i had succeed...hehe..that time i really happy till cannot sleep lol.. =)..ehhe..that was the most happiest time i ever had in my life that is to be gong gong's gf.=)..i cannot lose gong gong de orh..that time i was curious and wondering wats gong gong answer ler?hehe..he say man man lai mar..so i wait him lor..hehe..God had given me a gud bf..but why til the end wana make our life hard?haihx..but i wont give up de..i still will gambateh de make our relationship become very wonderful..i had never regretted that i have chosen u as my bf/gong.hehe..=)..although that we live quite far from each other,but location is not a problem for us..hehe =) ..hehe..gong..i wana fill our relationship full with our happy memories together..hehe..so that it can be our remembrance..=)..hehe..no matter how hard our life would be..we also can maintain a good relationship..we must prove to god that we can do it..we will take the challenge that god requested..hehe..we will never never give up in our love..~..right?hehe..=)..i hope u have the same thinking with me..by not giving up our love so easilly..hehe..=)..last time maybe i will think that i can give up..but now..u wan me to give up..nah...its darn hard to do so..=)..my love towards u have gone to the deep well..=)..hehe..very very deep..cant even catch it back..hehe..maybe we r not the most loving couple in the world..but to us..in the world only have both of us =) hehe..hehe..muackss muackss..i had coupled with gong gong for 1 month and 23 days liao lor..=)..hehe.going to 2 months ler..=)..hehe..muackss..love u so much each day more than each day...dun leave me ...i cant lose u in my life..life is meaningless without ur appearence.hehe..=)..i cant imagine how bad i could be if my life without u..hehe..=)..i just know the word lonely+suicide that time..hehe..muackss..love u so much gong gong !!..hehe..miss u so much now..hope u will have more time to pei me ..but now oso not really that bad..at least u work so tired,u still spend some time to pei me..=)..i really love u and touched..hehe.. muacks..every promise,every word,every sentence that u told me bfor..i will never forget de orh!!..hehe..all i wan to do now is love u til the day i die and never ending..hehe..i hope our love will last forever..i wan everybody that curse us cant be together forever de have their bad dayz in life ..hehe...muackss..love u so much!!...

love u de por por...

take care..drink more water and remember eat bao bao ooo..love ya!!!

Happy day~

GonG ar..so happy ler can c u..haha..muacksss..=)..blek..lucky my idea works lorr=) wakakaka..see gong gong happy,por oso happy lo..=P..muackss..hehehe.=P gong gong..i love u so much..really wana be with u forever and ever and ever..~=)..hehe..sorry..made u so tired..wakaka..:P:P ..hahax..he tired ma?;) he oso quite old liao lor..haha..white hair oso come out jor..=)..how how?wana dye it back to black colour ma? =)..hahax..Now 9.45 am..time past so so so fast..how i wish time could past slow and we can ..lalala~..haha..!=P hehe..mm..hehe..whee..1st time i let gong sleep so peacefully in da nite..hahax..=)..coz i dunwan gong tired lor..blekk..tis morning wake up so jing shen liao hor my gong gong..=P..hahax..gong gong go work liao lorr..por por alone here wait gong back..hehe..=) por really felt very man zhu lo..haha..man zhu..correct ar?lolx..puas hati..coz get to be with gong whole day adi..hehehe..muacks..very happy..wont think negative liao..hehe..duno when got chance again le..hahax..muacksss...loveee u!hehe..really really really miss u and cant lose u ler..=)..hehehe...zhu tou baobei!~..wo ai ni!!..ai dao wo DIE..hehe..muacks muacks..must drink more water ok?outside de weather very hot..hehe..dun follow me fall sick..now still havent recover..sob sob..so sanfu la..i hate cough..haihxx....muackss..but nvm leerr....got baobei..i very fast cure de..hehehe..=)...tis is called the power of love..blekk~..=)..ehhex..waiting for the next chance to come lor..=)..hehe...lol...blekk..love u always now and forever gong!..gong gong.be my gong forever..13 14..!!!..hehex.. =P..i will always take care of u..cook for u..wash for u..and massage for u..hehe..muacks+ bla bla for u..haahaha.muackss..hehe...ok lar..por stop here lor..today do wat also happy..coz gong and por also happy..hehehe..muackss...gong promise por de ah..no matter angry,sad,happy or wat also must tell por straight away de arr..dun keep secret oo.if not i piak piak gong de pigU !!...haha..muackss..love gong forever!! tata.~~

muackss..

love gong forever de por por..(K)(L)
muackss...miss u so much gong!!!..muacks muacks muacksss!!

=)

love gash~

may 18th.

something bad had happen between me n baobei de relationship...but it doesnt effect us..we r strong and we can go thru these difficulties..i promised i wont leave my baobei so i wont ever ever leave him alone..although theres some blockage..but..it doesnt kill us..it wont stop us from continue to walk tis road..muackss..Gong..i love u so much and forever..Ok..today..20th may..a normal day for me..went to skol..had econs exam..paper 2 damn hard..forget all wat i had studied..sob..but at least still there is a 10 mark question that i wont ever forget..then after paper 2..recess..recess time keep talk with my friends..they say they will support watever i do and choose..mm..hehe..gong ar..my frens all also support me..i nt scared liao..hehe..muackss..love u so much gong.!!!..hehe..i just need u to be by my side forever and ever..now hor..in my room,behind that house keep blow the flute..so irritating..soooo noisy!!..aihxx...sienxxxx...gila zz!!!hehe..gong..i really miss u so much now..cant lose u..hehe..i need u always. =)..hehehx..gong gong ar..we will be together until we blow the last breath!!..hehehe..muackss...hehe..we together oso almost 2 months liao lor..=)..hehe..we will be a lovely couple foreverx =)..muacks..hehehe..gong gong ar...i love u!!..muackss.srry short blog..haha..cooz abit sleepy..ate the cough medicine liao..hehe..muackss..love u forever only..take care gong

muackss.
love u de porpor..

Missing u always...love u deeper each day

16-05-08
Today..after tuition ,gong come find me..then we went for dinner at pizza hut..haha..m..den after tat i dunwan gong to go back..so asked him to overnite lor..=)..bleakz.. after that we reach my house d..den bla blabla..m..den midnite..whole nite no sleep..just bla bla bla til morning lor..=) haha..gong sleep 2 hours only..sorry gong..sorry again..im so bad..sob sob..=(..mm..den tis morning 6 am..cook breakfAST for gong eat..mm..but gong dun like to eat..sob sob..=(..nvm lo..bleak..mm..now miss gong so much lo..sms oso seldom reply..i think ure really bz lor..sob sob..sad sadz..gong ar..yesterday i really very very very xinfu ..hehe..muackss..i wish we can always like that o..i dun care bout wat other ppl say bout us or watever..i wont ever break up with ..and wont ever treat u as my friend..ure my baobei laogong NOW AND FOREVER! nth can separate us de!!.ehhe..i have alot confidence in our relationship..i wish u 2..hehe..muackss..love u!!..muacks muacks..now my throat so so so pain and so so so dry + now got cough .haih....den my leg oso pain pain..sob sob..really cham cham cham..gong...i hope later u back home adi go sleep 99..hehe..i dunwan u tired..hehe..=)..u dun rest,he oso wan rest de ma..hor hor..bleakkxx.muakss..gong ar..actually hor.yesterday u sleep de time..i keep thinking if everyday i can be bside u sleep with u..so xin fu ler..hehe..i just wishing for this dream to come true.will it come true?or its just a dream forever?now try call gong..but no ppl answer de.sob sob..sorry disturb u work again..haihx.but my mind kept thinking of u only ler gong..nth is in my mind now except gong..gong..i really cant lose u..cant live without u...seriously..muacks..oh ya.my frens all saw my hp..haha..all kept asking me..why no more ppl de hp number de..haha..lolx..lazy to explain..blekk =)..muackss..i love u so much gong..dun leave me ok?hehe.hehe.love u forever baobei!! muackss.=P love forever..!