30th dayz~

Baobeii~..i love u so much~!..today im so happy..hehex..=)..thx ..~love u..hehe..well,today after skol,i cant wait to see my baobei..hehex..once i get home from skol,i called baobei and asked him to come my house n wait for me..hehex..my dad let u in=) so happy o~~^^ hehex..1st time and ure the 1st one who my dad let in..hahax..1st guy..blekxx..=)..=P..hehex..then after i bath,i gave gong my handmade "sweet memories" folio that contains our memories inside..=)..hehe.den around 2 something ,we went out and heading to one utama..hehex..once reach one utama,we kiss kiss in da carpark..inside the car..hahax.den after that we went to eat..duno wat to eat..we went shogun,then 3pm adi..there close d..so we decided to go to dragon-i..hehex..such an expensive meal~..gong..next time i treat u back =P..hehex..thx for ur meal today~..muackss..So delicious eating with u..hehex..=)..everytime i met u,at nite sure i cant sleep liao..coz too miss u..hehex..den after meal,we went to take pictures..hehex..took quite lotz of pics..den we decorate our pics..after decorating,saw my enemies in side the shop..So @@>.< omg..zzz..dunwan tok bout them..mm..den after taking pics,we went secret recipe and bought some cakes..den went to Big apple to buy some doughnuts=) ..hehex..Mm...after that..tired adi..around 5 pm,so we were heading back to my house..forget to buy the book@@ alah..sob sob..nvm..thursday we go buy 1st..=)..hehex..then oni go metro prima..xD.. =)..hehex....den reach my house adi,gong shy shy..hehex..den we went inside the kitchen..hahax..feed each other eat cake ..den tapao doughnuts back..hehex..den while eating cake,keep kissing..hahax..whole mouth oso chocolate liaox..hahax..=)..blekx..den chit chat ..around 6pm,gong wana go home play war liaox..so let him go back lor..hehex..after gong went back,i go ask my mommy thursday can go out anot..she say can..hahax..then i quickly go call my gong gong and tell him the good news lor..hahax..=)..blekx...muackzzz~=)..gong gong.!! miss u so much now..hehex....waiting for u now orhx..remember find me arhh...=)..blekxx..muaxxx..love u so much!..see u on thursday and saturday~..ehhex. =)..i support u !!..muacksss..!!

good nite ,sweet dreamx,and cover ur blanket + drink more water =)..hehex..love ya!!!..muacksss!!..tatazz


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Baobei...This is truthfully from my hEart..

Today is our 27th day of couple..hehe..i felt so happy ..when im with him,i really felt safe.=)i never regret being with my baobei coz i really get my happiness together with him.Although we argue sometimes,but its just a small matter.No big deal.that wont separate us..ok?hehe..no matter wat,i wont ever say break up this word =) ..ure my love forever.i wan u and only u.Baobei,promise me dun ever say break up tis word ok?hehex..muackss..Although we stay far apart,but location wont separate us thou.Hehe..that wont block us from being together.i wont ever wana apart with u.hehe..i wana be with u for the rest of my life.hehe.muackss..I hope u r by my side now,hugging u and kissing u.everytime u come and wait for me in school,im so happy when i saw u..i really wana hug u tite tite n not letting u out from my arms..i need u baobei!!..i really need u,dun leave me,pls dun..i love u!~Every moment when im having meals with u,when i looked into ur eyes,i can feel that ure happy..hehex..muaxx...love u baobei!!!..muax muax muax..nite continue again..now go bath sin..


to be continued.....

Happy 24th day..

Gong Gong..hehe..now waiting for ur call..so happy today get to meet u,went to 1u and take pics =) hehe..den watched L..hahax...=) happy to be with u..every seconds of memories im with u will not be forgotten!!..always on my mind..hehex..i love u more each day..hehe..deeper and deeper..i love u..i really love u darling!!..=) ..i cant lose u oo!!..hehex..now missing u oso..blekxx..hehe..u say 10 minute de..but..hehe..nvm lar...need to give baobei freedom oso de..ehhehe..muacksss~~~=) ...hehehx...miss u so much now~..i need u !!..hehex..hope to see u soon again=) cant wait ..muacksss..love u!!

My past life - now de life~

First of all ,to intro..im nicole here.juSt a 17 years old gal.Living a miserable life~ok.start from when i was 1 or 2 years old..i just remembered that my beloved grandpa had past away.Me and my bro was standing on the gate inside looking outside at the ambulance that sending my grandpa to hospital.We both cried loudly.We ignored everyone that talk to us..just sulking 2 by 2 there.But thats not the worst part..the worst part is my beloved grandma,she's the one who cant sleep everynite,cant eat and keep drop tears when she recall back her happy memories with my grandpa..and at my age around 3-6 ..one day,my mom and my grandma was arguing..i helped my grandma coz she was not wrong,and i was been slap by my mom.I get slap cause of that small matter.From that time i know that i am starting to hate my mom ..she never realise that she was also in a wrong.And kept scolding ppl around her.And i also remembered that when im around 9 years old,my dad went outstation,the whole family also followed...when i was in the car,havent even start to go to east coast,i told them and cried that i dunwana follow coz i miss my grandma,she cant follow because her leg had operated and cant walk.my dad pulled me in the house n caned me..he caned me 99..that was wat is in my heart,that i always remember and starting to hate him so much.when i was 7-12 years old..im an excellent student in primary school.i love to study.study very hard.Hmm..but when im around 11 years old,something bad had happen to my grandma,it was at nite.My family and I had went out and have dinner.When we was about to go,i asked my grandma do i need to tapau some food for her..she say yea..she wants her wan tan mee..So then,when we finished our dinner,we reached home.I ran upstair happily and saw her lying on the floor.I was so @@..i ran towards her n shoutin for help .my grandma eyes was rolling ..her body was cold,her leg freezed.My family quickly sent her to the hospital .That time i was at home.im not allowed to folllow to the hospital.Just wait for news at home.Then..around the next morning,i get to know that my grandma already past away because of massive heart attack.When i heard that news,i was shocked...my tears are rolling down to my cheek..Then my grandma had requested to be burried together with my grandpa,they're never far apart!..so we heading down to malacca..My grandma had 4 children.3 daughters and 1 son.but the son is damn **** de..he never cares bout my grandma after he had his freaking devil so called * the queen of chicken* that flirts around...Haihx..my grandma was damn sad to have this kind of son.she even wrote down when her son starts not giving her money.sigh..wat a fucking son..!!.hate that idiot.then after malacca,we prayed ,i ran to the coffin n look at my grandma's beautiful face.I will never forget how she treats me when im small..my grandma and pa loves me alot when im young.they protect me whenever i get bullied from my bro n cousins.they care me,loves me.I will never forget them!! Now bout my mom,she's a selfish n unreasonable person.she wants to get watever that she like without caring other ppls feeling.Watever she likes,she expect that others will like it too.~..but thats wrong..she doesnt care other ppls feeling.Haihx..Dunwana talk bout her..now my bro..sometimes hes a gud guy sometimes he's evil.he is good in keeping secrets...and a good listener..when he's bad,he will scold or bully u..sigh..everyone have their own character..but im happy to have tis bro.thx god.~Less but not least,i lived a sad life since i ever broke up with my 3rd ex.We
ve been together for quite long.mm..i never had a best friend since i have been betrayed once..i had the punishment.I swear i will not have any best friends anymore.that i can tell secrets.mm.Til the year 2008,march 29th,i knew a guy from friendster,named gan yee shen.i Had one feeling that i can be with him if he accepts me.i tried my very best to tell him my feeling.Til once i really told him.he said its too fast,then he said need time to think and will let me know his answer.so i waited happily.no matter wat answer i oso will accept it.Til 31st march.i asked him whether i can have the answer anot.he say can.but have to wait at nite.so i waited til the nite at 9 pm.he called me n gave me his answer.i was happy to hear that the answer is YES.i cant sleep that nite.was just thinking that im too happy to have him.i had the feeling that we both can be together forever de!!..hmm..that nite i was happy.but after 2-3 days i started to have negative thinking that whether he will mind that im fat anot ler..mm..we had promised to meet on the 17th march....mm..on the 17th march,i met him.he gave me his answer again, he said he accept me.that time i was happy but i asked him why he wants me.then he said he loves me.i was really happy that time.on the 17th i had a sweet time with him.he fetch me home from school.then in da room,we really talked alot.den had dinner.til 9pm he left me house.after the 17th day,i realy didnt think negative adi..i have back some confidence..from that time onwards,i swore that i will be his laopo forever and ever.til the end of my last breath.!!!..i really love gash so much~..nothing is more important than him in my life!!..i really dunwana lose u!!..muacksSS..he brights up my life again n gave me the confidence again to be in love agaiN~..muackss..i appreciate him alot!!..hehex..thx lougong!!muackss..ure the best lougong in my heart and my true love!!..=) ..mm..and the last part that i wana mention is i hope to go around the world with my lougong to make his dreams come true!!..we both sure can success it~!hehe..trust me n trust urself.we will be TOGETHER FOREVER!!..NeVER ending!! muacksss...loveu much baobei~!!

our 20 th dayz..

Baobeii~ ..hehex..now ure fetching ur bro lor..hehe..im here missing u so much ler..how ar?=)..muahxx..=)hehe..mm.. wana see u so much now..but..cant..sob sob.=( hehe..our most happy day 17th and 18th..i will never forget our 1st meet is on 17th..~hehex..310308 & 170408 ..muaxx..love forever and ever in our heart..never ending..hehex..miss u so much now..=)..hehex..i hope to see u nw..kekekex..today morning call baobei.then chat wif baobei in da morning in msn..den i made a powerpoint slideshow as our memories for him..hehex..den after that..wait for baobei to come bak from outside eating wif his fren..i slept while waiting for him..den he come back liao called me..so then im awake n kept talking on the phone wif my baobei lor..=) hehehx..mmm..den chat half way..baobei say he sleepy den i ask him sleep..and he asked me to sleep oso..so we slept together lor.hehex..after that around 4.30..i called him..den awaken him ad..hehe..soryy ar..=( ..m.den now on9 chat wif him..but he away lor..waiting him to come back..hehex...muaxzz..forever love~..i do not trust there is forever last time..but since the day we couple..i trust there is forever in our love~=) am i right?hehehx..=)..muaxxx muaxxxx!!!...i need u so much..i wan to be by ur side everytime u need me..hehex. =)..i love u ..gong gong..baobei!..13 14!!!! W O A I N I 1 3 1 4 !

17 and 18th apRiL~

17th..

whee..im so damn happy today..coz meet my baobei laogong..hehex..1st time see him quite nervous..hahax..den we went back to my house lor..hehe..den bla bla bla..hahax..i gave him the things that i made for him..haha..he say he like it..but i think it looks quite childish o..hhee..muaxx..mm..den we chat alot in da room. from 1 pm til at nite 9 pm he is at my house..hehe..dunwan let him go home..mm..at nite we went for dinner together then went back to my house sit for awhile oni i let him go home..hehex..when he reached home d..he's so tired..hehe..den he sleep liao lor..hehe..im so happy to see him..i love u baobei!!..love u very very very much!!.

18th..Todayx..

mm..my baobei went to skol n fetch me home =)..hehe..so gud orhx..muackxxx.love baobeii!!..hehex..mm den we went for lunch together lor..after lunch,we went back to my house.den went inside the room n chit chat again bla bla bla lor..hahax.after that until around 3 something bla bla bla again..hahax..den bath..after bath,around 5.50..baobei fetch me to tuition lor den he went back home n play his war.hehex..after war,he eat his dinner,fetch his bro and call me chat chat awhile lor..san fu sai ler..hehex.=) mm..now still pain orhx..haha..i think u noe wat i mean.hahax.lolx..mm...den now baobei sleeping like pig pig lor..im tying this blog..after tis blog,i go find baobei inside the dream..hehex..blekx..baobei..i will love u forever and ever..love u love u!!..hehehe...=) ..mmm..i wont break up wif u de..!! blekxx..forever hold u by my side..love u so much!!..muacksss...gud nitezzz lorr.=) muaxxxxxx

hen bu shuang!!

wa..got 2 malai zhu come my house ask money..coz duno who bang who..wat the hell..how they know where my house located?arhh!..cham..scary..stupid malai zhu..go die laa..-.=..zz **** uu!!!>.< lol..haihxx...